lalala

2009-09-15T22:26:00.004+08:00

hmm.. well.. today's the day when i technically turns 17.
♥ 15.09 :D
honestly didnt feel any different this year.
usually for the previous years i will feel excited? or anticipating.
but today felt like any other normal day.
nevertheless, people's wishes made it felt a little bit more like birthday. ^^
hmm.. then the class surprised me by singing birthday song =)
so touched. XP then lost for words dont know what to say.
hmm.. so saying my thanks here! ^^

okay. first of all,
thank you, 09S03 ♥ !
for the birthday song after the tiring skipping.
thank you, all the people who wished me.
you should know who you are. :D
thank you, aloysius, for the movie treat and the 'sucky' salty popcorn. ^^
thank you, jo, zihui, eunice, ruth, yingsiew, for the cool headphone
(and your sweet msges ♥ ). =)
thank you, ruth, for your ORANGE. lol.
thank you, rq, for the.. err.. bear? lol. and your lovely card. ;D
thank you, to my elder sisters, dad, and grandma, for the angbaos. ♥ :D

hmm.. i think that's all? =/ hoho. okay..
now.. off to do econs.
or maybe slack. =X heh.
promos coming and i feel im going to fail! D:
jiayou ck!

and yet i was hoping you would wish me happy birthday too.

2009-08-27T20:36:00.001+08:00

Cold As You - Taylor Swift

You have a way of coming easily to me,
and when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight, 'cause I need to feel something
You do what you want, 'cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you would never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

You put up the walls and paint them all the shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story,
of a mess of a dreamer with the nerves to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So just walk away, no use defending words that you would never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

You never did give a damn thing, honey, but i cried, cried for you
And i know you would have told nobody if i died, died for you..
Died for you..

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day, oh~
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that i'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

just changed blog song. ^^
lyrics hand-typed by me! lol.
promos coming in like.. 4 weeks.
and i shall die. .__.
somebody teach me bio, chem and econs please.
dont know what im going to do if i failed to promote..
die die..
shall start mugging from next week.
or maybe after holidays. AHHH. i dont know.
anyway quite busy these few days..
busy with what? i also dont know.
i just know these few days very late go home.
.__. im like.. wasting my time.
also got the aadiperukku event.
i also dont know what im helping out for..
sigh! my life's pretty messed up now.
but i know there are others out there in a worse situation.
so i shall not complain! =)
alright. somewhat done with update.
=x shall go finish my dinner and bathe now.

seriously, i dont even know what im waiting for anymore.
this must end, and it shall end.
it's not guilt if there's no apologies and not even a word said.
so dont you crap and say you feel guilty.
this time i shall be serious, and strangers we shall be.

2009-08-10T19:41:00.001+08:00

yeahhhh. finally come update alr.
got mood to update. =)
however.. blogger is showing me weird stuffs now.. =.=
now i cannot change fonts! =(
whatever i post updates first. any other stuffs can wait.

hmm.. these few days got alot of things to do..
but im still slacking =/
tmr got bio lecture test..
and and and.. need pass up econs graded assignment and bio file.
all i haven do.
somemore got chinese homework not done, when im the chinese rep =(

sighh.. why cant teachers just dont give homework?
so troublesome..
and today went study with aloysius at bpp mac.
then saw one group of super )!^#)^@)#$@)(@! malay peep.
feel like scolding them lah kns..
hais. yea then aloysius force me do TYS! =(
then rush me off cos he dying of boredom. lol.
yeahhh. then didnt get much studying done? =/
not like i expected much anyway.

uhh. this is a really short post cos i seriously cant see what im typing.
stupid blogger.
anyway. had been feeling quite down these few days.
but.. i'd thought things through alr~
like i always say, whatever will be, will be.
so.. im not going to be bothered anymore.
now i know that this was a mistake from the start.
and it was just an escape for you.
im not going to be upset,
not going to be angered,
not going to get bothered.
doesnt matter if you do read this or not.
what matters it that, it's your loss.

2009-07-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

hah.. long time no update alr..
alot alot alot of things happened..
keep procrastinating. that's why no update. =)
well another reason is somebody asked me update for quite long alr.. so ya. =/

hmm.. this week and next week will be hectic bah..
alot of deadlines to meet, and im still slacking.
there's written report to be submitted by tmr..
compilations etc have to be done..
and i like didnt play a part in the part im supposed to do with jo..
seriously didnt know how to do..
tmr going discuss with group further bah.
then.. got noticed that we got a space in for PW day, next wednesday..
so there will be alot of things to do and plan..
and we have to hand up EoM final draft on thurs, the day after PW day.. wth lah.
pw surveys have to compile by next tues.. i think.
interviews not done.. alot not done..
and have to do 2 econs essay outlines.. one to be passed up on friday.
tmr having APGP quiz.. didnt study.. summation tutorial not done.
gp also got graded compre worksheet..
my chinese file not compiled properly too..
haven been trying out tutorials (chem & bio) either..
not that i have been doing them previously.. but ya. =D
bio articles have to do 2 more.. but not so rush, handing up on week 9 and it's only like week 5.
i also dont know got what alr lah..
thought my memory getting better.
but today keep forgetting things.
and i think those things are quite important things. or maybe not..

anyway.. tmr got pe..
not sure doing handball session anot..
if yes, i will die.
i haven memorize the rules for handball. how. .__."
andddd. im feeling the stress.. yet im still slacking. =(
how.. sat having ptm.. then i think got teacher want see my parents..
shit lah.. then they confirm ban me from using comp.
then i will die of boredom at home.
dont know what to update alr lah!
not like anybody reads them.
hais. i go read the rules alr lah..
update next time.

i hate liars and you're one.
ass, jerk, bastard. is toying me fun?

i miss aiss..
miss the teachers..
miss the people..
miss the environment.

i dont know whether to laugh or cry now.

2009-06-21T00:48:00.003+08:00

heh heh heh. long time no update alr. XP
here to update because SOMEBODY asked me to. =/
uhh.. the third week of holidays ending alr and i still haven study.
still at my first set of notes of bio. =.=
bio mye confirm fail again lah..
i just hope school will be suspended due to H1N1 cases. =x

well anyway. went out with the girls last sunday.
watched drag me to hell. much to my reluctance.
so.. basically i was just covering my whole face with the cap i just happened to be wearing on that day throughout the whole movie.
=x it's not really scary but... i just dont like surprises. ^^
then after that dinner at mos burger.
took a few pictures. maybe uploading them when i got them from ah gong bah.

then.. monday. i forgot what i do. lol.
i think i stayed at home.
totally no recollection of what happened on monday. .__.
anyways. tuesday 09s03 class outing.
went sentosa.. i was late =x
hehh. slacked there, sit down stare into space, played abit of volleyball.
initial plan was to play volleyball.
but no net.. then quite boring lol. =x
then left there and went vivo watch land of the lost.
vivo cinema no student price =.=
ya anyway. the show is funny. =D
after that walked ard and went home at 7+.

wed went study with zi hui. didnt study much lah omg..
went there from 10+ to 6 or 7?
didnt even finish one set of notes. sigh.
need to pia alr.
i also haven finish homework. omg.
thursday slept in till afternoon. =x
then woke up and meet cher at 4+ to pass her things and post out things..
after that accompany her cut her hair..
end up i feel like trimming hair and i cut my hair there too..
cut bangs again and now my hair is like.. ugh.
now i look like china doll. irritating.
all because my mum asked me to cut bangs!
sighh. now i want my hair faster grow back...

anyway friday went study again.
but totally not productive at all.
copied a few lines of the notes only and went to eat lunch.
then lunched for 2hrs =.=
went back saw our bags packed nicely placed against the table by the librarian.
irritating lah.. x.x"
then went walk around causeway point and slacked at mac.
i bought choco cone from mac and alot accidents happened =.=
aloysius got too bored and he went home.
left me and zi hui walking around pasar malam.
and then i send her home. =x
then.. walked over to my grandma house to meet up with my sis.
after awhile went yishun swimming complex to see her swim. lol.
then.. went dinner with her bf and her and home~

and today.. or should i say yesterday.
stayed at home for the whole day and totally waste it. .__.
arghhhhhh. not a piece of homework done.
very irritating. x.x
WHY MOE HAVEN EXTEND HOLIDAYS.
so many H1N1 cases alr..
faster faster suspend school! GAHHH!
there i updated my blog alr.

2009-06-06T00:26:00.004+08:00

yeah! sent my phone for repair on monday and got it back yesterday.
but it still hanged today. sian.
and... my comp crash again.
irritating! =x
come home want do EoM end up finding out comp crash.
hmm.. yeah.
i dont know what to update alr.
been going back to school these few days.
tues went back for pw consultation.
our project got approved. and he totally waste our time one. =/
then went to woodlands library to study after that.

wed econs exam.
i think i going flunk this again.
all wrote 2 piece of foolscap.. i wrote one pathetic piece nia.
hais. then.. after that lunched and watch terminator salvation?
stupid lehhh. not horror/thriller, i (with zihui) still scream.
lol.. after that home-d and found out comp crashed.

thurs, went for bio lesson..
i was late =x
wahaha i still slowly walk leh.
lesson is a bore.. and i didnt even know what the teacher is talking.
after that went canteen to eat while waiting for ppl to finish their pw consultation.
supposed to have chem consultation.
but all dont want go. so cancelled lol..

today went back for chinese lesson and oral.
as usual, i was late again.
8.30 lesson start, i 8.30 still in sembawang lol.
uhh.. then after that went lot 1 eat mac with jo and zihui.
then i went back school to pass up bio article.
then went back lot 1 to meet supplier get fbt. =/
then homeeeeee..
but locked out for 3hrs+.
no ppl give me key and all not at home.
ended up doodling on my notebook and blasting music on the stairs.

yup that's all.
i think im going to stay home to complete my work tmr..
EoM, PW survey questions, 1 more bio article, chinese worksheets, and study + prepare for H2 mye..
so many things to dooooooooooooo. =(
i shall go sleep now and prepare for a long day tmr! =x
04/06/09 <3

2009-06-01T23:40:00.001+08:00

from now on,
there will only be happy/boring posts here.
which also means i might not be updating often anymore.

i will find another revenue to vent my frustrations.

2009-05-31T23:11:00.001+08:00

hmm... here to update.
first of all, my phone spoil.
cos of my itchy hands bah.. irritating.
the screw come out stuck at the sliding part then i go pry it out in the end phone spoil.
lol. but alarm still can ring. not bad.
going service it tmr i guess.
but sis angry with me now .__.
hais.. so now using my mum's phone..
aiya i also dont know what to update..
having econs paper on wed..
then so far only revised on central problem..
which is only 1/5 of the notes i have..
arghh... aiya very frustrated now.

hmm.... holiday... first week almost everyday need go back school..
then next next week maybe meeting peeps out for kbox hopefully.
and i want go siloso beach play volleyball!
ah gong where is my volleyball? lol.
bahhhhhhhhhh. i dont know what to update alr.
boring...

sometimes i do things i dont think through or i dont mean them.
it's my fault but cant a better approach be used?
speechless and helpless.
what's done is done. what do you expect me to do?

2009-05-12T00:23:00.005+08:00

well... updates? =x
boring school holiday for me to complete work.
but seems like none is done.
cant seem to get anything done today. just completely wasted another perfect day.
almost perfect day.
seriously i dont know what's wrong with me.
i cant do work at home? or is it just that im thinking about alot of irrelevant stuffs?
i was just back to thinking how life sucks now.
happiness never belonged to me?
or is it just i end up destroying it one way or another?
and once again, im back to my previously emo self.

no more a good friend. not even a friend.
it doesnt bother you. not at all.
insensitive bastard. here i used to think you really are a good friend.
ended up in disappointment. was it really my fault, i would think.
yet no answers given. what should i do then?
it really affects me, losing a good friend just like that without knowing the reason.
well.. not exactly lose. just.. this friend here is no longer of much importance to you i guess.
it has basically the same meaning.
do i really deserve it? to be lonely, with no one to joke with, to confide in.
what happen to the times, as many people would ask.
now i would like to ask too. whatever happened to the times?
where we would talk about almost everything, never running out of things to say?
or it's my fault for thinking so much and making everything awkward?
you can just move on to your gay partners, what about your supposedly good friend?
just cast her aside right? that's how people do it dont you?
you have no idea how much it affects me.
me, crying out loud in my heart here, you? having jolly time with your gay partners.
well. hope you had fun. cos i ~~seriously~~ did. very much.
told myself to stop thinking about the times, stop thinking what i've done to deserve this.
i cant. why is that so..
you dont even care, so why should i care..
ignoring you and suffer in silence is all i can do.
just hope time will really heal the wound. i guess.. you dont even know how i feel either..
just venting my frustrations here, nobody will see it..
perfect.
however.. i seriously dont want things to stay the way it is..
any ways to salvage it? dont want it to be one-sided again..
hah.. guess you wont want it anyway.
im just like replying to my own questions here. stupid me.
i hate this me.. starting to become more like lynn i guess..
i dont care. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

that's why i hate conflicts.
and im just being a random girl here.

2009-05-11T00:03:00.010+08:00

here to update. decided not to close blog.
it's a place for me to vent my frustrations right? =D
well.. this week.. somewhat uneventful but.. sad?
dont know the right word to describe.
just nothing goes well for me this week..
never really do much except for going school..
had science week, science exp exhibition on thurs.
boring for some.. and some quite funny.. =/
and went to a friend's house with alot of ppl at eunos yesterday.
or the day before since it's past 12 now.
stayed there till 5+ and went over to grandma house for dinner.
managed to complete maths homework only..
then when i went over to grandma's house they tell me no more food. =.="
okay lah whatever.. went home at about 8+.
uneventful right? =/
i dont think my blog updates are interesting anyway. =x

but feeling unsettled. why do humans change so fast?
things just dont stay as the way they are.
cant we stay as what we are instead of being so fickle-minded?
i said i dont care.. but i just cant do it.
i've tried. i tried so hard.
yet it has been in naught.
am i really just thinking too much?
i dont think so, it's you who've changed.
it is no longer the same. you didnt realise.
or should i say, you dont care.
nothing to say? you're not even trying.
if it's true why do you have things to chat with others?
or it's just that we dont have a common topic?
then what had we been doing for the past 3 months?
craps? rubbish? nonsense?
or at the very end im to blame?
for flaring up, getting pissed at every small things, being irritating?
yeahh, whatever caused you to change, it's still my fault in the end.
i will accept the fate i guess.
whatever will be, will be. im not going to try anymore.
you want to talk, then talk. if not, i dont care. not anymore.
it's for real this time. but i guess it doesnt matters to you.
since i'd become a nobody to you already..
i guess i really am just a weird girl.

2009-05-03T17:50:00.002+08:00

lol. back to posting!
after blog being dead so long =x
almost 2 months wahaha.
i've been failing my tests ahh. sian.

anyway, just went for class outing on friday (labour's day)
initial plan was to ice-skate first then decide movies/bowling later.
however there's ice resurfacing soon when we reach there.
so they decided to go bowling first.
watched them play and tried two times all gutter balls lol.
sad case. after that we went back to buy tickets into the ice skating rink.
stupid guy lah so slow made us queue up for so long. lol.
we went in, rent the skates and skate~
overall quite fun lah, though i fell alot of times x.x"
and the price is damn ex lah.
after 2hrs of skating, we went to eat and then after that decided to go city hall.
as there got cinema + pool + bowling.

then we go there decided to play pool. =x
i damn pro can, the cue ball will jump one =D
lol. overall conclusion is my aiming sucks. =(
booked the table for one hr, then slacked and chatted abit.
went home at 8+ and reached home at 9+ =/
that's all =D
i also dont know what to update alr.

hmm..
should i consider closing blog?
since im lazy to update and all.. =/

2009-03-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

term 1 officially ended today.. .__."
sian-ness.. one week holidays.
not holiday at all luh.. "catching up" - what mrs chan said. =(
gahhhhhh. sian. =(
schedule quite packed.. dont know what catching up to do..
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!!!!

monday : movie with sis *GOLD CLASS :D*, maybe going shaw see uniform.
tuesday : squash with sis.
wednesday : bio lecture & make-up prac *:(*, gathering with peeps for movie + dinner.
thursday : HSK lecture.
friday : class gathering (?)

bahh. left weekends. lol. siannesss.
lalalaaaaaaaaa. im seriously bored.
nothing much to update.
guess i shall end here.
more updates coming up when got interesting stuffs.

OHYA. freaking uniform manufacturer still havent provide us with our uniforms!
!_$_#&$)^%)@^+@+#_~&_@)#!(#%(!@!@!
im seriously pissed. :( have to wear the green skirttttttt. gahhs. :x

2009-03-10T15:01:00.002+08:00

yo! =D
see the time now, 3pm.
im supposed to be in school today till 6. lol. =x
anyway. i changed skin alr as you can see..
and i lost some of my links due to this lousy comp... =(
so.. if your link is not there, please tag at the tagboard for me to link you kay. ^^

2009-03-07T23:20:00.005+08:00

yooo! almost a month since i last updated. =x
no time update. or should i say.. lazy update. ^^
heh.. i forget what i want update alr. x.x"
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ohhh. okay. the last time i posted was about the pe mass lecture.. .__.
hmm.. lessons started officially since dont know when..
and all's still fine.. for now.
lol.. then.. went bukit panjang plaza's subway with classmates on monday..
to see the pictures i taken, go my class blog to see. =x
lazy upload again.

hmm.. a few photos to upload. =D
these are photos taken on tuesday.
before pe. lol. camwhoring in the toilet. =x

then.. these are taken after pe!
taken by me at the canteen. =x

the center has a hole and looks abit empty.. thus..
we added our cm into the shot! but his head blocking lah. x.x"

andddd. took these pictures on wednesday.
no cca for me on that day, stayed back and do homework.
but ended up talking only. =(
anyway, here goes.

i ask her to stand there with the arrows pointing at her. but she moved!
so took a second shot.
TADAHH~ all pioneer J1s vote for her to be in the council okay. =x lol.
this was taken on my way home. pass by the school and they were "watering" the "field".
and i saw rainbows! a faint one there.. cos the water sprays moving.
got a clearer one here, but it is still faint. =(
picture of josephine my darling! lol.
and her vanity caught in action! =x

wahahaha. yep no more pictures.
im going to change my blogskin soon.
sigh.. troublesome. =(

2009-02-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

woohooo! im finally back to posting. XP
actually wanted to post yesterday.
but yea.. sort of forgot. =D
okay so... new year's over.
and i got my angbao money!
wheee. im not broke alr. =D

and i started PJC's life last week.
had a 'preview' of orientation that is starting this wed?
cos we're not in our classes yet..
so i guess they are separating our ogs to our classes. =/
ahhh... real lessons haven start im feeling stress alr. x.x"
i hate pw. =x anyway, made new friends on the second day lah.
friendly bunch =D intro by illya.
hee. but none of them going to the same combi as me. =.="
means have to make new friends again! =((
and i dont know what cca to join!
any suggestions? plus the trials like all over alr..
i dont know how the hell im going to join a cca. =.=

uh ya anyway. TODAY was a sucky day due to the pe mass lecture i had to attend.
although im still high now. =P
we had pe like... last period of the day. which is 4.30-5.30.
the rest all went home left us running there.. 8 laps round the tracks leh.
non-stop. although i stopped a few times on the way, but still.. i completed the track okay. =x
3.2km lehh. want us die. 3 months no running now ask us running like mad.
run until chest pain muscle ache. =.="
then after that i had to drag my feet to go to the busstop to take bus. =.=
ahhh bleh.

tmr having headstart prog, teaching us how to write proposals and JC survival skills,
so we get to release early. =D at ard 12+.
maybe meeting my sis for lunch..
uhhhhh.. okay i dont know what to update alr.
damn lazy lah. =.="
got alot homework also lazy to do.
wahahaha. okay end here.
next post most probably will be very long from now? =x

2008-12-19T18:15:00.002+08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
back from long term mia.
not really back lah.
just lazy to post! XPP
busy TRYING to earn money.. =(
sighhs. and i think i just lost all my readers. =P
anyway. i opened a blogshop with cher and eereena.
www.entirely-y0urs.blogspot.com..
SO anyone still reading my blog must go see and buy something hor.
if not very sad one leh.
no customers de. =( hohoho!
now whole day stuck at home nothing to do.. bored..
ahhhh.. i go do my blogshop things ler. T.T

2008-11-26T20:35:00.005+08:00

hoho! changed my blogskin..
realised not really nice..
so will change it again anytime soon! =D
hehhhhhh. yea so as promised. shall update about red camp..
although abit late. heh. ^^
well.. overall is fun fun fun!

heh. although first day quite boring. XP
uhh.. okay first day we remained in the convention centre for lecture?
sort of.. and then.. visit the dance.. NBA or something.
heh. then.. watched the mass dance..
oh ya.. had kfc for lunch on the first day. loll. =x
that's the american cuisine. muahahaa.

then sec day.. went visiting the psychology school and school of film, media & sound.
was very fun. cos we saw a cute guy! =x
uh ya lol.. then ate spaghetti from breeks. italian cuisine. =/
after that learned cheers.. and.. uhh! i think we went to the school of health science and life science.
we went to the op theatre.. see how they do stuffs..
and checked out the incubators.. etc. =D
hohoo. got a cute teddy bear keychain also. XP
and we saw how a preggo give birth. =) very cool.
then dinner was some indonesian/thai cuisine.
anyway we learnt the mass dance before dinner. =D

third day.. uhh we went the school of info-comm tech.
hurr. quite sian-ed diao.. cos need split into groups..
then separated =( but eereena jumped to my group. lol.
blah blah blah... went to check out the designing place..
dont know what lah. then drew characters. =x
mine turned out.. cute? heh. =P but the face very big.
ya then.. went to OurSpace@72 i think?
the business school..
then they talk talk talk..
and we have to design our own stamps.
hahaaa. got into groups again.. and we got consolation prize?
i was feeling weird about it.. cos the winners and consolations got the same prizes. =.="
anyway.. after that had lunch.. pizza from breeks. heh.
then went to the convention centre.
we danced the mass dance. =)
and the Freeze.. and we set a new record in Singapore's book of records. =D
anddddd tribe's cheer showdown. in the end all are winners. =)
hee. then had the skit ending.. and touching speech. lol.
hohoo. then went for dinner..
yoshinoya, jap cuisine. haha.
yepppp. the photo taking sessions. =P
took lots of photos. lazy post them.
uh ya then.. had zouk out @ convention centre.
hee. all went wild and crazy XP
fun night.. clubbed for 2hr.
went home ard 10+.
on the way home apaches' cheers kept replaying in my head. lol.
i miss red camp. =(~

yahh so that's all. shall post grp photos only. =)

hee. the three of us. w/o cher.. =( she kena HFMD! lol =x
heh. with deborah. =)
sec shot. with the SL behind. =/ sort of closing my eyes?
tribe 9! =D
haha. with matthew. this pic very dark. x.x"
=D brandon! *peace clap* and cher he's not gay! ._."
haha. obscene guys. ^^
i dont know his name.. ya but he's the most... hyper SL. lol.
blueberry cheesecake is his name! haha. benedict. =)
eereena with her enormous bag? stuffed in it was mine and mummy's bag. lol.
last but not least.. the APACHES! =D

it was a interesting and fun camp.. =) sad to end it..
lols.. well that's the end.
dont know whether i going poly or jc. hur..
help me list out the pros and cons kay? XP

2008-11-22T18:53:00.004+08:00

wooooooooooots! im feeling sad cos red camp's over.. =((
HAD SO MUCH FUN LUH x.x"""
nevermind. did some IQ test. =D proves that im clever ohohohoho.
anyway. shall post about the camp later. ;D

here's my result. =)

Intelligence Interval	Cognitive Designation
40 - 54	Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69	Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84	Below average
85 - 114	Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129	Above average
130 - 144	Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159	Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175	Extraordinary genius

2008-11-14T21:27:00.005+08:00

hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
O's finally over yesterday.
guess it's time for me to update huh? x.x"
hmm.. dont know where to start. =.="
nevermind. yesterday last paper. after paper went to collect ah gong's contacts.
but.. it's ard 9+. and she didnt check the opening time for the op shop, which was ard 11.30.
so we had to walk around cp.. and finally decided to go cher's house watch zohan. =.="
collected her lenses and then went home..
hehh.. then prepped for the grad night. =D
lols.. then met the girls @ 6+..
late. =x heh. quite fun bah..
but cant say very fun. =/ heees.
anyway. took a few photos.
then.. ended ard.. 9+..
and we went cher's house to drink water. =x
wahaha. then intended to watch movie at northpoint.
but the cinema closed. =.=" they say fri and sat then got midnight shows.
rawrrrrs. then while eereena's waiting for her dad, we walked around the 'new' northpoint.
quite empty lah.. cos it's night alr. nothing to walk..
x.x" then.. saw ganesh and gang. me and cher followed them to see where they going.
while eereena and ying went home.. boo.. =(
should have went home with them.
caught up with them to find out they going serangoon garden to eat. .__."
sighs. anyway.. kena dragged by cher to go with them.
and lost my hp pouch on the way.. sorry li shi. T.T
hmm... but okay lah. the food there quite nice.
kena forced by them to eat. =/
hehhs. then.. when finished eating ard 12+ ler..
waited for bus to go back to amk..
train service ended.. no more bus too..
so.. rat lent me money take cab..
booooooo. then i took cab by myself.. sadded.
lols. then reached home ard 1..
thanks to the cab driver? =/
anyway.. updating photos!
some photos are quite old.. =x heh.
here you go~

this is a keychain given by phoebe for my birthday. =x long time ago.
hehhh. i dont know when i took this. =x

hmm.. taken during grad ceremony. =) which was before the o's. =/
hmm. another shot of mdm latifah. XP
mdm azlin~
ahaha. mr lim. i didnt know they want act dao. so im the odd one out there. x.x""
hahaha. taken during our shopping trip to jurong point. cher taking pic with obama!
taken in the toilet of jurong point =x
hehhh~ =D
grad night! taken in the staff toilet. =x
hehhh! =X
outside the 'new' northpoint. they think it's a nice reflection.. so took pictures! =)
taken after i caught up with ganesh they all. (sandy and chng yong, my mummy and daddy)
too dark cant see us. =x

hehh. okay finished updating. =x
going shopping with cher tmr most probably.
sian ah sian.. =( i want job! T.T

2008-09-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

hmm... how quickly time passes. x.x"
with a blink of eye, 3 years had passed. when i started this blog.
with another month or so we will be leaving school ler..
although our school is not really that caring and fun..
but i still miss my friends =((~
wonder what's going to happen next year. and 10 years from now.
will we still be in contact? =/
hahh~ anyway changed skin.
wanted to use a brighter skin.. but..
very weird. so yup. ^^
will add songs later.
anyway.. got back all my results ler..
my grades seriously dropped..
c6 for eng, c6 bio, c6 humans.
now so many Cs..
wtf... and... only got one A1. =.=" one A2..
the rest B3..
rawrrs.. forget it. im going to pia ler..
SO. advance warning.
going mia from now on.
anyone see me online scold me please? ^^

2008-09-17T22:20:00.002+08:00

wahahaa.
nothing to do now. so come post.
uhh.. yesterday last day of prelims.
went to kbox after that. wahahaa.
suay sia.. in sembawang mrt station my shoes spoilt.
then have to drag my feet. =.="
look like im limping or something. rawrrs! x.x"
then.. went amk hub shop for shoes.. bought a new pair. =x
hee. and then.. went amk de kbox. =)
went for lunchtime package. the curry chicken rice nice sia! x.x"
hee. then sing until 2+ ard 3.
and decided to go bugis street shop.
err.. bought eereena her shawl. =)
lols. then.. ya. x.x" i never bought anything.. *sobs*
I WANT BUY BAGS! =/
uhh ya. then after that go foodcourt rest there. cos cher complain leg pain. =/
actually planning to go novena eat dinner.
but i ate at the foodcourt. (roti prata =x)
and.. ya. lazy go novena. so in the end only eereena and rita go novena. =x
the rest of us go home. well.. i went home..
cher went northpoint to eat and mummy accompany her.
hmm. then ya..
today got back some results..
i think i will fail eng =.=" sucks lah stupid~ =/
blahh. nevermind. =( give up~ hohohos. x.x"

2008-09-15T21:12:00.009+08:00

wheeeeeeee. 200th post.
on my birthday. =D
alot of stuff to update.
first of all. happy birthday september babies~ =D
hmm.. okay. then..
first of all~ my new phone. i know i update before..
but took the very first pic with my new phone. =X
my pencil case. hee.

whees~ =x hurhh. anyway. mugged with rita and gang a week earlier i think..
forget when ler. saw the sky.. very nice.
but i take ler didnt turn out quite well. x.x"
hee~ nice right.
then... i forget when ler. x.x""
saw a dead rat on the way to school and on the way home.
cher took a pic of it with my phone. =x
so ke lian =((~
then~ on last friday went to explore the montreal garden. a quite new park in sembawang area.

looks like stairs. but is drainage. =x

this girl looks like some tourist! =x going to get whacked. x.x"heee the boat so cute. =x tried to not capture the litters in the boat has only the front part. =/the rope bridge~ ^^
water wheel~ =D
the swings there ^^ but the seat not comfy. =x

heee~ so... now my birthday~
celebrated with a cake yesterday. =) tadahh~

choco fruit cake. =))hmm.. this bear.. was my last year's birthday present. which is given to me this year.
so counted as a present too luh. =x by my form teacher. =/
this looks like a specs case right? =/
hehh. but it's a pen and a mechanical pencil. =)) given by my 2nd sis and her bf. ^^tadahh~ the rest of my presents. =) thanks all~ i will try to make use of them as much as possible. hee~ ^^
kayy. thanks for your notes and cards too. =DD

heeeee~ got quite happy from receiving the presents..
thanks all of you. =D
okayy. then after school didnt do much and rot at home.
wahahah!
tmr last paper for prelims ler! yayy~
okay whatever. =x
last but not least.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to alvin kang, hairi, and eunice yeo (eereena's sis)
=DD all 15/09.
15sept is loved! hee. okay.
that ends my long post.
this post is disorganised. =.="
and i took a long time to move the pictures...
SO DONT COMPLAIN! =x

2008-09-06T14:09:00.014+08:00

wooooooooots. 199th post.
one more post to 200.
=D okayy. so i officially got my new phone the day before yesterday! yays ^^
W910i noble black. =x
still cant believe i really got my new phone.
i wonder if my old phone not spoilt will i still get it? =/
heee. i got it when im about to sleep.
so... yesterday then did the file transfer and etc. =)
hmm. finally got a earpiece and USB cable for my phone =x
lost my old phone de USB cable lol. =/
then.. yeppppppp. fascinated by it.
want to buy phone pouch and casing for it.
but no money. sighs.
x.x"" lalalaaaaaa~ okay lah dont know what to update ler..
next week is start of prelims ler i still haven studyy~
die die die x.x" andd.. my birthday is the second last day of prelims... x.x""
so sadddddddd.
i think i will update again during my birthday =DD

last but not least.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to eereena, eereena's sis, huiting jie and alvin in adv! =DD
see im so sweet. =x wahahahaa.
okay. 15 sept is the next update.

/edited.
changed my blog song. ^^
suits my blogskin. so yup. =/

2008-09-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

198th post. x.x""
2 more to 200.
hmm.. okayy.. post about yesterday.
yesterday is rat's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D
anyway. ya his party.
hmm...
was actually planning to go to sembawang beach before we go for his party de..
but it rained!! =(( so postponed the outing to dont know when. LOL. =x
then.. meet eereena and cher at the mrt..
and set out to woodlands. =)
decided to meet with wensheng they all too..
but they last minute buying presents =.="
then in the end tok a ride in his dad's car to his house at abt 7+..
then.. yup. felt hungry on the way.
=x wahahaaa. err.. then.. finally can eat. =x
all chiong. heee. his mum prepare nice food. =x
wahahaaaa. by the time the rice come i already too full ler. x.x""
ahahaha. anyway. time to cut the cake.
banana-choc cake!! yummmy =x
lols.. pity i was too full cant really eat the cake.
wahahaaa. but i still steal abit from ah gong. =x
she cannot eat too much. XPP
hee.. then.. rat open his presents..
ahhhh... so jealous.
he got so many chocolates. =/ and nice presents too. ^^
our present abit pathetic. but nice. =xx
hehh.
then.. chatted and played around with rat's violin.
wahahaaa. then went home around 11+?
hee. so late then go home. wahahaaaaa. x.x""
then yup. that's all. =x
okayy i dont know what to post ler. =.=""
tata~ adieus~

2008-09-01T23:17:00.008+08:00

EDITED:-
okay. whatever.
my wrong kay?
forget it.

HAH. GUESS WHAT?

I DONT CARE.

woooooots. im so godddamn bored.
tmr got school..
that sucks!
whatever. this post is crap. :DDD

dont think you care either. =)

2008-08-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

what are promises..?
some people keep it, others break it.
obviously for my case, people break the promises they made to me.
dont say big words and in the end dont mean them.
you should know who you are.
like what. you talk to me cos you dont want to break your promise to me.
like real. anyone with a common sense wont do that if they made the promise and dont want to break it.
dont know you will see this or not.
but just to let you know.
you've already broken the promise.
and it doesnt matter anymore.
we are going our separate ways now, never bumping into each other again.
memories stay as memories. cherish the future.

hahhhhhh. im not making any sense. XP
nevermind. update update!
yesterday was ptm.. which was lame..
go school hear teacher crap..
waste time waste money (transport fee). loll.
somemore raining lor. damn lahh.
then after that went library.. studied for 1hr+?
then got splitting headache. =.="
jiu didnt feel like studying ler. somemore i was studying by myself..
so yep. went back sembawang go sun plaza's kfc eat. by myself again.
loll. getting lonely nowadays. =x
then.. saw eereena on the way to sun plaza. =/ and and..
after my lunch walked ard sun plaza.. zig zag vol 7 out ler! =x
no money buy. =.="
uhhh... borrowed a book from the library.. and finished it today. =x
went home after that.. at ard 3+..
and slept throughout from ard 4 ~ 8+.
x.x"" tired mah. then woke up.. blah blah blah..
dad dont want let me use comp. =.="
i waited till 10.30 then he let me use. toot lah.
soooooooo. i decided that since i started using late, i use till later too.
then in the end used the comp till 2+.
and went to room to read my book until morning 5+ =x

wahahaa. i can become god ler. ppl sleeping i reading. =.="
okayy then today. teachers' day celebration..
lame lah. first thing in the morning hear the @)&$@)&#$&@#! voice.
irritating lor. suck-up sucker! dampen my mood only.
then.. the concert was so-so lah.. some nice some not nice..
i just dont get the singing part. why they choose the song.. .____.""
then the next lame thing. they ask us go down play FRISBEE.
firstly. they never inform us of games after the concert.
secondly. YOU ASK US SEC 4/5s PLAY FRISBEE? wtf lah.
you think sec 3 step up big deal ah.
everything organise sec 3 is always volleyball.
lame lor. volleyball always is sec 4/5 play de then you all come change it.
grrrr. not happy. =.="
then.. didnt bother about the frisbee match. slacked around in canteen.
hmm.... then.. alot lame stuffs happened. lazy type.
after lunch went back to jiemin..
x.x"" i miss jiemin.. hais.. =( i want go back primary school life. T.T
after that went back food court find cher they all..
went library BY MYSELF again.
all say go home later then come. in the end i reach library ler all say not coming.
i seriously hate this lah. everytime say want do something in the end dont want do.
make me no mood study. x.x"" so the only thing i did in the library was to read the book.
and i managed to finish it before i left the library.
hmm.. then... wei ren and jiayang come find me. they also dont want study ler.
ask me want go anot. since i dont feel like studying might as well go home slp or do something else.
then.. go home ard 4+. ANGRY. stupid audi. i play then audi always hang sia! tooooooot!!!
grrrrrrrs. then abt 5.30 go watch tv and fell asleep. =.=" must be due to the sleepless night before..
hmm.. then i dont know what time i woke up. bathed and ate dinner.
and presto~ im in front of my comp again.
bored lah.. just now try to play audi again in the end lagged + hang. =.="
rawrrs.. okay.. then.. toot audi lah.

hais.. can see how my life sucks right. x.x""
stupid siaa...... everything that happened.. =(
dont even think that im supposed to be here anyway...
sighhs.. kay.. signing off.
next time then update.

2008-08-25T23:30:00.002+08:00

lalalala!
everyday is a boring day.
today just finish english prelims exam.
think i did badly.
doesnt matter. i think i dont care already.. =.="
anyway.. tmr playing volleyball again.
im amazed at how many hand injuries i can get with just my right hand.
lols.. blahh.
this post is random posting.
since eereena bugged me to update for a long time already.
i will take this time that i have to update. =)
also got nothing much to update =.="
OH YA.
one thing i want to announce.
SCOUTS SUCKS.
damn pissed about them.
uh ya anyway.
updated. =D so eereena dont you dare complain until at least 2 weeks after this post.

2008-08-13T21:12:00.004+08:00

HOHOHO. x.x" slacked on sat. went to grandma's house celebrate her belated birthday. =xx
drank champagne? =xx wahahaha. but sis spilled my drink. =(( boohoo~
anyway. stayed there play game chit chat and went home. =/
hee. and then sun supposedly to go study with ah gong.. but.. forgot got high school musical the ice tour to catch with my dance members @ the Expo~ =x
so have to ps her. sorryy~
okayy. grabbed photos from my junior JOWELL! *hope you dont mind*
i did take one photo. but.. =x in my hp and the USB cable is still missing~
so yup. the pictures speak a thousand word

hahaha~ after the show went to LOOK for toilets. =/ alot of ppl lor..
but one toilet only got 2 cubicles. like wth... x.x""
then queue so long... have to walk pass alot of halls then finally decided to go queue up somewhere. x.x"
then then then... went to the book fair there. =/
then.. very hungry. =.="
we decided to go changi airport see got food to eat anot.
in the end they dont want~ so.. bought uglier curry puff at starbucks.
not bad. very ex. x.x"""
lols.. after eating that im still not full.
actually wanted to take bus to woodlands to eat..
but halfway through they suddenly say very late ler go home eat dinner liao.. lols.
so i alighted at yishun mrt. took mrt home to sembawang and bought pasta at 7-11. x.x"
pathetic sia~ i was like... after microwaving the food... taking the food with my two hands and walking home to see whether there's any empty void deck tables. =/
started eating then found out got salmon. x.x"" i dont like salmon!
but due to hunger.. i ate it. x.x"
lols then homed. =DD
hmm.. yep.
then... monday slacked at home again..
didnt do homework and didnt do revisions. x.x"" wasted one day just like that.. ='(~
thenn.. tues. =D o levels chinese results day.
can say i was not really excited or nervous at all. =/
dont understand why they so jing zhang.
hmm.. ya anyway. i gotten a 3.
and passed for my oral.
LOL. means my paper did really really well. =DDD able to pull my oral marks up.
if my oral get merit uh... confirm get 1 or 2 ler. =/
but oral cannot retake.. so not retaking. =D
happy with my results.
hee~ okayy. so yep. =x
nothing to update ler.
updating once in a while can produce so long "essay". not bad. ^^
having oral tmr.. .______.
hope can get distinction for this then. =x GAMBATE!

2008-08-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

boohoo.. my thumb hurts like hell now.
here's what happened. =x
okay so today we had pe. so we played volleyball..
hmm..
play play play.. then i want hit ball over the net... not enough time and not used to use two hands to set..
so one hand up. hit over. the ball hit my hand. and... tadahhh.
sprained it. now swollen like pig trotters. x.x""
but we still won in the end. =DD
got frustrated at last two balls. then i hit despite my injury.
hoho and we won. =DDD

hmm.. anyway. today had my ss mock exam. x.x"""
didnt do too well i think.
should have chosen qns 2 x.x"""!
at least i read it.. boooos. nvm. mock exam nia.
prelims must jiayou! =x
2 more weeks to prelims.. want die liao. ='((~
74 days to o's. x.x""~
lols. hoho. im finally updating.. =/
hmm... friday's national celebration and our games is soccer. x.x""
lame sia i want volleyball!
but. nvm
rawrs. =x i need play somemore. they say only girls can score..
lame lah.. in this case then dont choose guys' sports lahhh. =((
lolll.. siannnnnnnn. =(
tmr got history mock exam and i haven study yet~ =DD
i haven even eat dinner yet. =.=""
kay i going eat now. =D

2008-07-25T20:53:00.005+08:00

lalala~ my phone bill burst again. lol..
so... people. cant msg or call me anymore kay?? =x
hmm.. okay. so sian..
this week is a boring week..
due to stm.. i only remember what happened today and abit of what happened yesterday and abit of what happened on wed..
=x okok. so. wed, went to school as usual.. blah blah. =x
thenn... after school went to donut empire (previously known as munchy donuts) with ah gongg.
tadah~~

the dark choco one is mine and the tiramisu is ahgong's. =DD
we bought drinks too~ i had chocolate that tasted like ice-blended choco milk. and she had caramel freeze.

hohohos. then.. thurs.. had free cab ride home after srp. XPP
thanks KANNA! =D
hee. then.. yep.

today.. uhh.. after school stayed in school for awhile.. *from 1-2* lols.
then went sun plaza buy takeaways for cher and mummy.
and.. went my house~ =DD to watch "mean girls".
well.. now then i remembered i never eaten my lunch too. .___."
anywayys. hais~ okay then sort of went irritated after the show.
uhmm. but nevermind. =x
then watched "hoodwinked" too. =/ lame show luh. but nice. =x
hmm.. then they stayed at my house until 7+.. then they went home. =DD
and here i am just finished eating my dinner and still feeling hungry.
ahhs heck. =))
took a few photos during school today. shall consider whether to post them up anot. =D
end here ler. byebyeeeees~

2008-07-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

WOOOT-NESS.

lols. =x
yayyye. my modem finally repaired.
XP~ actually was repaired yesterday.. but ya.
i lazy update. =x
hmm.. okay. so.. update.
this week.. monday tuesday nothing much..
the sky was nice. =D the only thing i remembered about those two days. =x
hmm.. then wed.. the sky was nice too! =x
okok. photo taking.. lol. sian. =((~ i hate photo-taking.
oh well. for the candid photos we did the FLEMING'S LEFT & RIGHT HAND RULE. =DDD
after school got srp. then went rat's house to borrow ethnic costume. =xx
muahaha. =x then.. i borrowed a pink one.
and ah gong a very bright one. =/
mummy chose the green one. lol~
took photos. =x but.. hee. =P
hmm.. okay. then.. went home ard 7+.
yep. the sky was nice again. XPPP~

wondering why i keep staring at the sky.. =/

lol. thurs.. also nothing much.
no life. got srp after school.
found out during bio lesson.. baby fish are called small fries. LOL. =x
hohohos~
okay lamed. forget found that out on wed or thurs. =.=""

okayokay. friday. uhhhhhhhhs.
went to causeway after school.
TO EAT. but in the end.. ended up in KFC.. =(
they all no money. T.T finally when i had abit of money to splurge. =x
hohoho. and then.
something happened..
we were sitting beside a group of peepos.
then then then..
they finished eating and gone.
but........ we saw a barely touched CHEESE FRIES.
so.. they ask whether want take and eat anot..
noisy ah gong complaining waste food.
then.. i ask them really want eat ah?
so i took for them to eat. XPP such a heroine right? =x jkjk. loll.
they still finished it siaa. .__________."
hahhs. then.. we proceeded to study under VOID DECK.
lols. then then. yep.
*saw alot of shuai ge* lolll! =x
okay lah. dont really had the mood to study.. so walked around after awhile with ah gong.
XPPP~
to end..

2 girls emo-ing~ (cant see me XP)

2008-07-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

WHEEEEEEEES~

muahahahs. =xx
hmm. finished watching sky of love aka koizora. XP~
not bad. =DD
must go buy the vcd hor. cannot copy me watch online. =x
lalalas~
having tuition in 15mins time. =((~
going watch you dont mess with the zohan after that.
or maybe tmr. =x
=)))~
oh yeaaa. phoebe jio-ed me to eat on friday.
muahahaas. =x
okay i seriously have nothing to blog =.=""
this no-life girl is just staying at home every weekends.
with nobody asking her out (to study)~
and. thus.
this is a damn damn boring post. XPP~
hohohohooooos~
okay i think my teacher coming ler.
=((~ the dog's barking~~
end here. =D
till then.

2008-07-13T13:22:00.009+08:00

UPDATED.

muahahahas. =x
nothing to update. =/

2008-06-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

OHOHOHO~
today went to the library to study..
i was late by 2mins.
all the tables taken. T.T
so kiasu sia singaporeans. =xx
rawrrs. then we sit on the sofa. x.x"
but still comfy lah. =xx
then.. did our e maths..
loll. while waiting for eereena and ying. =x
hmm.. then waited till ard 1..
then... went horizon food mall eat.
i ate chicken chop! =x and cher ate lemon chicken rice. =//
hmm... then.. after that went walk walk awhile..
cher having cramps. so we sit down there wait for her cramp better. =/
then chatted with dbd. =DD
thenn.. go see watches.
not bad got nice watches. but ex uh..
i currently broke! T.T
then then then. =x errr.. went mac find eereena and ying.
hmm.. bought caramel frappe @ mc cafe. ^^
their caramel not bad. =DDD
then kena chased out by the stupid managers.
then... yep. stupid. =x
they never chase other ppl sia. come chase us nia.
biased! go complain. =xx
then.. no place to go.. so go some void deck to do our work.
on the way got two groups of ppl gathering at the sort of shelter pavillion place.
malays and indians i think.
thennnnnnnnnnnnnn.
we dont care them jiu just sit at the void deck there.
then do do do halfway they gone.
we didnt care. =x
hee~ then after awhile or something i dont know how long.
two policemen come. =/
come ask did anything happened etc etc.
first time kena such things sia. lol. =x
then.. let them take down our details etc..
one of the policemen quite funny. .__."
then.. nothing liao. oh yaaa.
after awhile we chiong pack bags all that.
cos cher going meet her potential bf.
all wanted to meet him.
then yep. met him.
=x and went home after that~ ^^
tiring day.
somemore had tuition just now from 8-10..
*yawns* okay~ end here ler.
tmr still going library study again. T.T
save me~~

2008-06-19T13:29:00.002+08:00

hohoho!!
went to watch kungfu panda yesterday.
=DDD
the show damn funny.
laughing throughout the whole movie. =x
po so cute and cool. =x
heees~ "there's no charges for awesomeness. and attractiveness" =x
hmm...
anyway. our show was at 3.. but we met at 12.
so from 12-1 cher was eating... and then we go buy tickets.
then from 1-3 nothing to do. =.="
so went library find friends disturb them..
but then...! we go there they ask us take care seats they go eat lunch. T.T
lol... then they come back ler we jiu go off ler.
then~ we go buy my peach tea. =x
hmm... went up the cathay after that..
alot ppl sia. .__."""
waited the lights for theatre 1 to light up so we can get seated..
then light up ler all SINGAPOREANS (kiasu behaviour) all chiong to enter. =.=""
we also chiong cos want queue up for popcorns. =x
then.. bought the popcorns and watch the show.
BUDGET SIA. =xx their drinks is two cans of coke de. =.=""
no cup. dots...
damn gassy lah. rawrrs..
nvm. then after the show went walk walk around..
hmm.. then another friend say want meet us cos he want buy presents for dont-know-who.
then saw our friends again. such coincidence =x
hmm.. we helped him choose the presents.. and he treated us sushi in return =D
then... oh ya. eereena pulled me to go try the chocolates at the cold storage..
=.=" paiseh sia.. but nvm. at least we tried already. =x
the chocolate nice sia.. =x
next time can go buy. =DD
still got liquor choco. =xxx
lalala~ then... homed after that. ^^
*broke ler* T.T
okayy.. later going cut hair muahaha. =x
then.. =/ yup that's all. ^^

2008-06-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

booos! =D
changing of skin complete! ^^
hmm... not really satisfied.
but until i find a nice one. make do with this. =DD
hees. ^^
hmm..
yesterday got my new wardrobe.
still in a mess. haven put my clothes in yet. =x
hmm. oh well.
wasted the whole day cleaning my room. =.="
nvm.
today woke up early early for tuition. =.="""""
walao ehhs.. i want slp! =((
nevermind. lalala~
tmr going watch movie! =x
hehs. ^^ and.. shopping i think.
=x watching kungfu panda! ^^ *yays*
hmm.. then then then.
nothing to update ler.
i haven complete my school de homework still got tuition de homework lor walao~
=x okok nothing to post lers.

2008-06-10T23:25:00.003+08:00

uhhh...
what to update what to update...
never go out this few days..
slacking at home. =.="
need study soon liao!
i hope.. =/ cant concentrate.
._____."" tmr must study..
grrrrs. =x
oh ya.
i changing blogskin soon.
^^
yep.. that's all.
nothing to update..
happy belated birthday to cher.
wished her yesterday by sms ler.
and her house comp spoilt.. so i dont think she will know.
nevermind ^^
ahhhhh.
nothing to update ler. =.="

sorry sorry.. =(

2008-06-02T18:32:00.006+08:00

tadah~
here to post about the kbox night. =D
hmm.. the pictures are below as promised ^^
boohoo i look ugly. nevermind!

booo~ taking pictures in the toilet after the kbox session. ^^

*act cool* =x

beloved ah gong and ah mah! ^^

funny face 1. =/

funny face? 2 =xx

funny face 3~ dont know what she doing. ._."

"funny face" 4 =.=" that's not a funny face!

FUNNY face 5 =x really funny. lol =x

whee~ the funny faces unite. err.. me and ying not making the faces though. =x

mummy and me~ =D

ah mah and cher! lol x.x

group photo again ^^

oops~ lol side view. =x

me and ah mah~ ^^ boos. i look ugly =((

twist~ my ah gong and mummy. =)

ah gong and ah mah again.

mummy and cher =D

ah mah and mummy ^^

last but not least. a photo taken of phoebe and me during sports day =D

2008-05-30T19:54:00.002+08:00

BOOOS! =D
came to update. ^^
hmm.. let's see. last update was.. sunday..
one week passed so quickly.. =/
hmm.. okay. monday.. i dont know what happened.
forget ler.
and tues.. go school for SRP.. sian. wake up so early.. I WANT MY SLEEP. lol.
and... then.. after that... i forget what i did ler. =/
wed. hmm....... went school for lessons again.
but no english lessons on wed =D
so went out mac to eat breakfast with ms chew, rat, rita, eereena, and ying. =/
muahahas. =x
almost late for next lesson.
and then... hmm.. after school.. where i went.. errrrr... I FORGET LER. i having stm now.
OH YA. =.=" go study... at sunplaza mac. lol =x
my memory's failing me T.T
nevermind. nextt.

thurs. which is yesterday. =D after school went KBOX! =D
heee. =x hmm.. supposedly to meet at 3.. but however. =x
all of us EXCEPT ying was late. so.. yep. lol =x
then.. reach there ard 4.
booked the room and went in to sing~
lol. the waiter damn _!&$_&@#+@(!@!
keep interrupting us when we are singing. rawrrs!
=/ and then.. our time slot is from 4-7.. but we sang to 8. oh well =x
hee.. then.... scream our hearts out~ XP
and im forgetting what i wanted to post..
oh ya. total madness there =x we too high ler.
last one hour standing on the sofa there singing and screaming wakaka~
and took alot of photos. =D
but. only have 2 with me.
shall post them up with the rest when i got them. =DD
then.. went home =D

today. hmm...
okay lah nothing much.
after school played awhile volleyball..
then accompany someone go eat lunch..
then.. cher and eereena came my house watch movie..
supposingly is watch narnia de.. but it gone mia.
so in the end watch the host.
not scary de. comedy i think =.="
BUT IT'S LAME!
lol. =x
and then.. watched part 1 of kung fu hustle. =x
nice show lor. =x
hohoho~ then they went home.
then.. here i am posting. =x hee..
okok. byebye~

2008-05-25T09:59:00.002+08:00

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.continue this game by sending it to other people.

tagged by stone*shirley jie* and blur mei *huimin* =S

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- err... slap him? cry. and then forget about him.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- wish that i can control time.. so i will be able to go back time to when i missed the most. =/

#3 if there is a choice between boyfriend and friends,which will you choose?
- friends~ they will always be there.. while.. boyfriend.. cant be there to listen to whatever you say.

#4 what kind of home do you think is suitable for living?
- any home.. as long as there's love?

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
- caring and sensitive. wont ignore me de. =x

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- err.. loving someone... being loved by someone is... complicating. =.="

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- till the day my heart changed.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- depends. maybe i will give up and wish them to last long. =x

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- err... yep quite alot.

#10 is being tagged fun?
- actually... quite. =x im just bored.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
- shagged and tired of life? shall see that in 10 years time.

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
- friends and gans. =) family too.

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- sotong jie - chio~ =x and always think negatively de =(
- blur mei - hmm. my mei mei. i dont know how to describe ._. chio bu also! =x

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- i rather be single than married... so. single & rich for me!

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
- go back sleep again?

#16 would you sacrifice your family time to enjoy with friends?
- yea.. i think.

#17 what is the thing that you cant bear to leave it aside?
- err... alot T.T studies, friends, time, etc, and him..

#18 what type of friends do you like?
- friends that can be with me no matter what. and lend me a listening ear.

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
- bitches, backstabber, liars, and.. etc etc. ._."

Eight people who are tagged by me are
1- EEREENA~ (ah gong)
2- PHOEBE~
3- JOWELL~
4- CORLISS (sis)
5- SHEENA~ (nono mei)
6- RENEE (niece)
7- JC kor
8- anybody reading this?

Name 20 people that you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions till you named the 20 people.
At the end of this,choose 5 people to do this.
[random order]

1. eereena.
2. cher.
3. ying.
4. rita.
5. him =/
6. ganesh.
7. jasmine.
8. phoebe.
9. sandy.
10. chng yong.
11. henry.
12. wei ren.
13. corliss.
14. reina.
15. jia yang.
16. shirley jie.
17. sharon (paper).
18. huimin mei.
19. eunice.
20. kanna.

How did you meet 14?- reina (sis)
- uhh.. since i was born?

What would you do if you never met 1?- eereena
- dont know..? i will lose a good friend to talk to. =/

What if 9 and 20 dated?- sandy & kanna
- omg. .__." one white one black. =x

Will 6 and 17 date?- ganesh & sharon
- .___." both girls and different races and they dont know each other~

Describe 3- ying
- quiet, err... lady-like? too.. dont know what's that word called.

Describe 7- jasmine!
- eereena's DNN. lol.. good friend to be with =)

do you know any of 12's family members?- wei ren.
- err... his bro?

what would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?- huimin mei.
- loll~ she not les and i not les~

What language does 15 speak?- jia yang
- err.. english and chinese? ._. i think.

who is 9 going out with?- sandy
- chng yong~ lol.

How old is 16?- shirley jie.
- 20~ =/

When is the last time you spoke to 13- corliss.
- just a few minutes ago. ._.""

Who is 2's favourite band/singer?- cher.
- i dont know.. ._.

Would you ever date 4?- rita
- loll. cannot. she my ah mah!

Would you ever date 1?- eereena
- nooooo. im not les. =/ she's my ah gong!

Is 19 Single?- eunice.
- yep. but i know who likes her. *heh heh* =x

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?- henry.
- eeee. he's a hen. *he say de* =/

School of 3?- ying.
- AHMAD IBRAHIM SEC. =DDD

Where does 6 live?- ganesh
- err.. admiralty.

What is your favourite thing of 5?- him.
- errr.... i dont know T.T

Have you seen 2 naked?- cher.
- err. yea during sec 2 ole camp. lol =x

Next 5 person to do this survey:
- eereena.
- shirley jie.
- blur mei.
- sharon paper.
- phoebe.

=DDD 5 people is so much easier to choose.
i shall go have my breakfast and go study now. =)))

2008-05-22T20:30:00.004+08:00

BOOOOYA! =D
came to update.
today is a happy day. ^^
but super duper boring day.
okayy..
so.. shall start my updates with.. yesterday!
=x
hmm.. okay.. yesterday. usual day.
whole day slack. cos no lessons. XPPP
then... ya sian lor.. sara talk until so serious..
and got the np talk..
i dont know whether to go jc or poly! _@*#_@*#+!@
oh well.. shall fret over it when the time comes.
=P then.. after school got dance meeting..
and then.. went northpoint to eat lunch.
by the time we reach northpoint already 4 liao leh..
ppl preparing to eat dinner we still eating lunch =x
lalala~ then... went home. ^^
thanks for prioritising me over your basketball. =) and for sending me home ^^

well then... for today.
today was sports day.
hmm... woke up early in the morning cos SOMEBODY said to meet at 6.30...
=.="" and then in the end she say will be late.
then... met eereena, ying and.. =D
saw chng yong there too. but he have to wait for sandy. =x so we ps-ed him and went ahead! ^^
and in the end we all still late. loll.
hohohos~ then... hmm... damn hot lor..
and sunny.. _*@#_+@!!+~+(# we stay there for the sun to burn one.
then.. i ran sec 4/5 girls 4x100m and cca 400m(2x200) de..
walaoo. sian never win. =x nevermind! we compete not to win but to enjoy~
lalala~ =x crap.
then.. after the meet.. mr yong ordered pizza. for us~ XPP
hohohos~ but managed to grab one slice nia.
=/ and then.. went j8.. watch movie and eat lunch.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
no comment.
anyway.. the movie... quite boring and predictable.. *made of honour*
lol.. then.. went home bahh.. nothing much liao. =)
thanks for the lollipops again =D

tmr ptm! die liao..
my results....
ENG - B4
CHI - B4
E MATHS - A1
A MATHS - A1
PHY - A2
BIO - B3
CHEM - C5
HUMANS - D7!!!!
L1R5 : 18
L1R4 : 15

=.=""" sian lors. =((
how to score well for o levels like that?!?! T.T
nevermind. going mug hard liao.. hope i can do it. JIAYOUS!

2008-05-20T19:06:00.002+08:00

how long since i've last updated...?
guess not too long ago? nevermind.
anyway..
went to visit my grandma at the hospital on sat..
she seems.. weak.. but she's okay at least..
that's good..
anyway. hmm...
skip sat liao. nothing more.

sunday.. whole day slack at home...
forgot to wake up to go library study again..
.__." how sia like that...
sighs.. nvm.
hopefully i will mug hard during the holidays..
well then... monday's vesak day..
went to a few temples to pray..
hmm... pungol, st michael road, aljunied..
then.. weather damn hot... and my bag snapped again and again.
T.T nvm. i want $$ buy new bag!! rawrs!
then... went home.. and it was my dad's bday too.
so.. happy birthday daddy! =DD

okay.. today!
damn damn damn boring day..
nvm. shant further elaborate today. =)
tata~

2008-05-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
mental breakdown!!
not really.. but soon...
alot problems nowadays...
why why why! why do things keep happening one after another!
ARGHH!

get well soon please..

2008-05-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

cute boy!! =X

2008-05-15T16:56:00.001+08:00

okayy peeps! come to update again.
hee...
okok. so... on sunday.... went grandma's house on the afternoon.
to celebrate mother's day with my cousins. =D
thenn... hmm... quite fun there..
but quite boring too..
-no comments-
=x played cousin's psp. lol~ =P
then then then... got shark's fins... and KFC. =x
hoho. =x mango pudding for dessert. loll~
thenn.. uhh... went to buy cake to celebrate mother's day.
=x well that's all for mother's dayy...

then... monday. marking day.
went to sentosa. =))
hmmm.. quite fun.. but not as fun as the first time..
cos nobody pei me. T.T
mummy ah gong they all all ps me~~ =x
lol. thennn.. errr..
ya. took some pictures...
then... didnt manage to catch the sunset.. ='(
anyway.. ate dinner... walk walk abit..
then went yishun accompany them to beancurd city.
lol~ then... uhh.. went home. =)

tues... what can i say?
err.. got back some of my mid year results..
disappointed with some. =x
then... yep. that's all..
oh ya.. after school got dance.
got guest instructor named mr dan.
hmm... quite fun.. although the exercise was tiring.. my body wasnt aching the next day!
woootness. =x
then.. ya.. went home ard 6+..

wed! errr...
got back all of my results...
and i failed humans!! a 45/100... D7 sia..
=x then.. hmm....
then.. like that lor. after school went eat lunch =DD
hee... then... diao lah. =.="
my mum say she ard 5 then will go home..
then.. in the end have to spend the time in library..
and i slept there! for half an hour.. =x
hoho. and then... home-d...
thennnn.. yup that's all. =x

today~ errr..
breakfast. as usual. =X
then.. went school... and then... normal lessons.
quite slack uhh today..
had chem SPA today..
quite easy.. *hoping i had done it correctly*
lol... then... slacked all the way~
physics SPA tmr.. and bio SPA on tues...
hohoho.. scared physics.. rawrs!!
hmm.. woots! tmr no cca!
okay.. im endlessly crapping here.
end here~ tata~

♥ lollipops. =)
tyty very much.

2008-05-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

BOOHOOOHOO!
came to update. ._."
hee. time check.. 12.19am.
so it's officially sunday. ._____.""
nvm im crapping.
hmm anyway..
EXAMS FINALLY OVER! woot-ness.
heh.. went out with the girls on friday! ^^
school ends at 11.20 for us..
but we left school @ ard 1.. =.="
due to SOME UG MEETING for them.
lol.. then... had A BIT moment of emo-ness in the process of waiting. =x
hmm.. thenn... finally their meeting over.. then went causeway! =DDD
lalala~ went with the BABES CLIQUE. but separated when they going to pizza hut. =x
then... we went to cathay to buy tickets for the movie first. =P
bought "over her dead body" de tickets.
then... went to food junction to eat.
lalala~ *full sia*
then.. walked walked around to shop for our group item.
in the end.. bought checkered black-pink shoelaces for us to tie on our bags. =x
then.. went up to watch the movie.
anyway. funny thing. we rushed to the toilet like mad women before the movie. =.="
lol. then rush back to the theatre like mad women again. =P
lalala~ then.. the show quite nice quite funny quite touching.
but ah mah say not that nice o.O"
oh well.. different ppl got different taste..
and damn cher. keep grabbing me whenever that ghost came out.
lame sia. this one not even horror movie she so excited. tsktsk*
okay.. then. walked walked around for awhile more..
until 6+.. then went home XP
anddddd... yep that's all? lol..
i forget to help ah mah shop for her clip!! ahh~
nevermind. later maybe going grandma house. in the morning i mean.
bahh.. i cant find my phone USB cable...
so... cant upload the pics i took.. ._."
so.. next time peeps!
ciaociao. =x *again* XP

2008-04-27T19:13:00.004+08:00

another new post.
third for today. =D
anyway. shall post up pics now.

my cute lil rabbit. that gone missing now.. =(

ehh.. the end result from electrolysis. test for iodine. lol. =/

and promised to post up pictures taken during our study session.
below few pictures are those taken on tuesday.. i think..?
=D candid photos! none of me obviously.

mummy and half of ah gong's face.

cher. playing hp while studying. tsktsk. =x

hmm.. the e maths w/s i was doing.

and what is she doing? o.O

okay. that's all for the mac part.
now for the library photos taken on friday.
=))

hmm... serious girl 1 at work.
serious girl 2 at work. *not really* she rubbing her eyes. =/

serious girl 3 at her work *seriously*.this time with our leader. =DD

yeps. that's all..
well.. last but not least..
tadah~

guess who? =X

im so gonna get bashed.

2008-04-27T17:00:00.003+08:00

should i... just say it?
really dont know what to do...
give me the courage please..?
feel like just tell you everything... but...
something's pulling me back..
time... pass quickly..?
till the day i have plucked up enough courage to do so...
waiting... and waiting....
someday.. i hope..

2008-04-27T16:29:00.002+08:00

hmm..
okay.. updating..
thurs.. wensheng's bday..
had class bbq.. but.. unlucky guy.
got ppl fight in front of him on his birthday.
=/ hmm... then... bbq so so lah.. only ate abit of prawns and stingray..
no appetite to eat. =x
and then.. nothing much ler lah.. went home...

friday.. had two extra periods of a maths after school.. =.="
and then.. went eat and went school library for e maths group study session..
hmm.. played played around.. then.. ya.
after that hang around school for awhile..
and then went home...

sat..
went library to study.. ALONE..
but met alot ppl there.. so study together with them...
alot ppl consist of.. henry, phoebe, wan, jiahou, milo, curtis, shaofeng, jiayang, wentong.
lol.. alot ppl really. ._.
so... did homework as usual.. and that henry keep asking me go library today. =.="
hmm.. then... after that went beancurd city to eat. =/
and then went home.

today whole day stay at home. myself. =D
had the whole house to myself.. for once.
hmm.. then.. whole day watching anime. =.="
and yay-ness. tonight no tuition. =DDD
lols... i never do tuition homework. =x
ahh... mid year exams coming ler.... =(
no mood to study these few days...
how can i make it at this rate.. ='(
sighhs.. end here bahh..

i love you.. yeps.

2008-04-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

walao @)$*&)@*#_!@!!
today actually no srp de lehs..
then... mdm latifah come to us during recess tell us bio cancelled but got physics. T.T
not fair~~
uhhs. anyway..
after srp went to the bench outside Gen. Office to do homework..
i am guai de okays. =)))
and then... hmm..
went home @ 6 bah. i think..
was raining.
walked with jas they all.
with ah gong and hairi having their private time together =x
uhh... then... that's all.
oh ya.. haven post pictures...
shall post when i have the time. =)
sis want use comp ler.
*ciao ciao* LOL =x

2008-04-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

hmm...
i think im updating blog on a regular basis now.
BUT IT'S DEAD.
rawrs..
=( nevermind.
anyway. today after school...
went mac to study with ah gong and gang.
=)) the sembawang road de mac...
space quite big.. and quite peaceful..
but the servise... @$*@$&)@&#)@. sucks. =x
anyay... studied from ard 3 to 7.
=/ hee... then.... go home.
=.="" then... dont know lah...
._.""" blah!

2008-04-20T22:18:00.006+08:00

BAHHH.
just finished my tuition.. =.=""
and my dad and mum are nagging...
sighhs..
hmm.. WHATEVER..
im bored..
damn bored...
today never go out study...
went study yesterday...
11... did e maths revision paper...
then never bring textbook...
so... slacked for the whole study session..
went yoshinoya to eat..
with cher.. and blah blah blahh. =x
went back study.. but totally no mood...
in the end... search for a book to read and found one and borrowed it.
=) and... nothing much liao bah..
boring post...
that's my life.. ='((
even though i dont wish to admit it..
i miss you. very much..

2008-04-20T12:07:00.002+08:00

What Your Black Outfit Means

You're a sophisticated woman with big city taste.

You have a strong creative force - even if you don't wear the boldest clothes.

You tend to intimidate people. But the right guy won't be intimidated by you!

Designer match: Dolce & Gabbana

Signature accessory: Gold framed sunglasses

How Your Favorite Outfit Tells What Kind of Girl You Are

You Are 24% Brutally Honest

Honesty is nice, but only when it's convenient. You rather be nice than honest.

You figure it's important to be honest about the big stuff, but little lies never hurt anyone!

How Brutally Honest Are You?

You Are Disturbingly Profound

You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense.

Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you.

Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people.

No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.

Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

You Are Somewhat Virtuous

You are occasionally a good person, but you often stop short at doing the right thing.

It's just a lot easier (and more fun) to be bad! You do have a reputation to uphold.

Deep down, you're a fairly good person. But no one's perfect.

You're just a lot less perfect than most people!

Where You Are Virtuous

You have the virtue of Temperance. You don't eat or drink excessively.

You have the virtue of Humility. You don't boast or brag.

You have the virtue of Chastity. You only are intimate with the purest of intentions.

Where You Are Not Virtuous

You lack the virtue of Moderation. You are attracted to extremes of all sorts.

You lack the virtue of Industry. You have trouble doing what's important, and you tend to waste time.

You lack the virtue of Resolution. You often don't follow through with things you know you must do.

Are You Virtuous?

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern.

A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.

A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything.

No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong In?

Your Worry Factor is 66%

The amount you worry is definitely borderline unhealthy.

Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives.

Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go.

If you can do that again, you'll be much happier!

Do You Worry Too Much?

You Are 53% Angry

Generally, you are not an angry person.

But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper.

And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful.

You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often.

How Angry Are You?

Your Vocabulary Score: A-

Congratulations on your multifarious vocabulary!

You must be quite an erudite person.

How's Your Vocabulary?

You Are 24% Weirdo

You're a little weird, but you'd be even weirder if you didn't have a few quirks.

You are just strange enough to know it, but nobody else seems to notice your weirdness.

That's because, deep down, everyone is a little freaky!

Are You A Weirdo?

You Are the Ace of Spades

You are ambitious, slow and steady, and at times, self serving.

You aim high, and you're willing to be brutal to get what you desire.

Highly dominant and controlling, people are intimidated by your presence.

Yet while you are a bit scary, you are scarily charming. People are driven to please you.

You crave the best in life, and you enjoy the spoils of your success.

You live a charmed life, and you're enjoying every moment of it.

A gamble you should take: Playing poker

Your friends would describe you as: Hard working

Your enemies would describe you as: Ruthless

If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A student by day, a stripper by night

What Playing Card Are You?

lol =.="

You Are Fall!

Thoughtful

Expressive

Creative

Poetic

Smart

What Season Woman Are You?

Your Depression Level: 88%

You seem to be severely depressed.

You should seek immediate attention from your physician.

Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step.

Are You Depressed?

._______."

You Are a Blue Flower

A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance.

At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower.

And at other times, you are wise like an iris.

And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.

What Color Flower Are You?

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.

You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.

Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.

You get along well with: The Pinky

Stay away from: The Index Finger

What Finger Are You?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.

You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Feminine Are You?

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone.

And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care.

You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands.

Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends.

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door

What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom

What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

lalala~ bored again.. =/
did quizzes again! lol..

2008-04-19T21:50:00.003+08:00

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.

Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.

You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.

Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.

In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.

Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.

You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are 48% Emo

You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.

Are You Emo?

You Should Wear Mauve Lip Gloss

Smart, polished, and pretty.

What Color Lip Gloss Should You Wear?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.

You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.

And in return, you expect the same from who you love.

Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.

You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...

But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.

You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

You Are 52% Good

You are a fairly good person. You strive to live a moral life whenever possible.

You are usually kind, generous, and loyal. However, you do have a dark side that even you may not see.

When it comes down to ethical decisions, you tend to take the path of least resistance.

So you may end up lying, cheating, or engaging in other bad behavior... because it's just easier to do so.

You are also probably: Conflicted and confused about the current course of your life

Right now you are on track to being: A slightly crooked politician

To be a better person: Break one bad habit - whether it's telling white lies or spending too much money.

How Good Are You?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.

You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.

Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Should Own a Yorkshire Terrier

Lively, sweet, and easy to carry.

What Kind of Dog Should You Have?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.

But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.

Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.

Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are intense, powerful, and dramatic.

People respect the things you do...

And they're not sure if they could do them!

You are down to earth and lovable.

A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding.

In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other!

You love new adventures and activities. You enjoy living a full life, even if it is chaotic.

You feel lost when things are quiet. You rather not think... you prefer to just do!

The Chocolate Oracle

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 25% Naughty, 75% Nice

Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year

But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect

You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.

You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing

Psychology

Desgin

Cognitive Science

Economics

Photography

What Should You Major In?

damn bored. =.="
did so many quizzes =x

2008-04-19T21:00:00.001+08:00

my bag and stuffs are flooded with sand.
from sentosa.

im bored..

and i miss you..

2008-04-18T11:47:00.001+08:00

hmmms...
parcels concert yesterday.
great performance all =))
WE PERFORMED IT. =D
*clap clap*
so.. it's finally over. ='(
our sec 4s' last performance in ai.
T.T~~ but glad it end of well. =)
i think everybody enjoyed it... well.. at least most of them. =P
nothing much to say. LOL =x

today. day off from school due to the concert yesterday.
and... class outing @ sentosa.
=))) but... less than 1/3 of the class came.. =((
but.. it was still fun. XP
thought if the whole class was there it will be fun fun and more fun. =X
haha.. anyway.. bbq was cancelled due to lack of peeps..
so... whole day playing volleyball..
no lifers.
=x well... me and mummy played with the sand..
and she took some photos..
grab from her some other day. =P
then... we continued playing volleyball..
went to wash up @ 6+
then.. wei kiat and gang was digging for his slippers...
due to dickson's practical joke..
lol... and then after that we go help them dig.
found his slippers @ 8..
.____." an hour of treasure hunt... tiring like shit =/
then.. went back to vivo to eat..
and played at the playground. laughing till stomach pain. =x
lalalas~
hmm.. then reached home ard 11+ =x
hohohos~

tmr going library study again..
ARGHHH. no life man.. =/
nevermind.. study more important. no need life. =x
end here~ =)

i miss you. do you know?
you are always breaking your promises..
spare a thought for me.. pretty please?

2008-04-16T22:21:00.004+08:00

You Scored an A

You got 10/10 questions correct.

It's pretty obvious that you don't make basic grammatical errors.

If anything, you're annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs.

As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they're only human.

And it's humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes.

The It's Its There Their They're Quiz

You Are Toast

Old fashioned and a bit of a homebody, you totally go for comfort food.

You're the type who loves to cook for friends, and they love you for it.

You truly know what tastes good, and you can often pick out the best dish at a restaurant.

You don't fall for food trends. You stick with what's been food for a long time!

What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

woots so true.. =x
lalala~
hmm... okayy.. start updating since... monday..
sunday nothing to update. =x
monday. on-site rehearsal for parcels concert.
dismissed early. WOOTS. =x
lol.. and then... reached sg conference hall at ard... 2?
hmm.. then practiced and mark out spots within 4hours..
was sort of a waste of the time.
cos we didnt really make much use of the time there =(
anyway..
that bus... !#(^($^@)#!_+@!
go extra cut through orchard. orchard traffic jam de lors..
move once stop once.. )!*#-@*#_!*@+!+~~~
in the end ard 7.30 then reach school..
damn hungry luhs.
._____. then went home.
and then... ya that's all.

tues.. err...
after school got dance training..
but.. we had to stay back after school to sort out our SPA files...
then... finish @ around 4..
in the end went for dance for around 1hr nia..
=/ and thennn..... home-d...
didnt wait for ah gong cos she went shopping with cher ah mah and rat to shop for cher's outfit for the parcels concert..
but in the end... she never bought any.
=.="

okayy! today.
today....... err.. emo day. lol. =x
was... @!@)!(&#)@&_!@ in the morning..
on the brink of crying during pe..
and cried on the way when doing the one round around the school..
=x nobody noticed WOOTS =.="
err.. anyway. sort of.. cheered up during chem practical. =))
had fun playing around with the experiments again.
=P
and then... stayed in class to eat my sandwich during recess. =X
nothing to update lehhs.. my life is soooo sian..
hmm.. had health screening todayy...
hate that check eyesight de nurse lah walao !)#&@)&#$@_!+!!
go like bullet train like that..
rushing to go hell ah? =.="""
rawrs!
anyway.. my backbone still same.. no increase..
a good thing! =P
hohos..
and.. all of us planned to skip chinese lessons..
but we good girls and boys.. went back to class. =x
hee..
then... got a talk on innova jc..
then blah blah blah..
i forgot to find ms chew after school.. =.="""
and.. had dance practice after school... again..
today was damn tiring lah..
the weather so hot we still need practise in the hall...
then we practise finish ler then rain. =.="""""
bahh.. anyway..
TMR'S PARCELS CONCERT ALREADY!
jiayou jiayou all dancers and performing arts group!
let's all strive to make this concert the most successful one.
=X our last year performing.. must gambate! =P
leave no regrets. XPPP
okok. end here ler.. =/

2008-04-12T20:49:00.002+08:00

hmm... thurs..
napfa.. sian.. got silver again..
=.=" STUPID SIT N REACH..
kao ehs... 1cm also cannot.... stupid tester..
dont ask me jiayou. LOL =x
lalalal~ woots i love inclined pull up =P
damn easy. hohohos~
hmm... then.. after napfa went to dance..
fun fun fun~ well.. not that fun.
but damn high that day. =/
lalala~ then..
went home after that..

friday.. hmms...
so-so day. nothing much lor.
had a longer lunch break on friday. =)))
went out to eat with ah gong they all ^^
hees. then... errs...
went for lunch.
ms vivienne was styling our hair..
yay~ i no need tie hair..
but i dont like my fringe kena clipped up =x
oh well~ whatever. =P
performance coming in 5 more dayys..
jiayou jiayou all the performing arts! =)
hmm.. i still think our kimonos are WEIRD.
lol =x
then.. went home with ah gong they all. =)))))

andd.. today~
crap de. woke up @ 8.30...
want go library earlier to study...
in the end.. =.="
11+ then leave house. LOL =x
hee. anyway.. went and did chem electrolysis w/s..
and tuition compo planning.. *lazy write out*
also dont know out of point anot..
=/ hee. then... went back to sun plaza eat lunch..
and then walk walk around..
bought bangle, choker, clips & pins, black notebook =D, pencil...
i think that's all. ._.
hee. broke =((
anyway. met ah gong to go to amk hub..
to buy her fbt shorts... and walk walk around...
hmm.. she take a very very long time to finish deciding what she want to buy..
in the end only two shorts two shampoo and a chocolate. =.=""
waste time de. lol =x
anyway. walk walk around... but no money buy~ ='(
hee.. I WANT BACKPACK.
i want pencil box. =(
i want... necklace!
and alot alot alot..
but no moneyy.. sighh..
all these shall have to wait till a few years later...
boo.. not fun. =x
lol. lalala~

i miss you

hmm.. then tmr going library study again.. with e maths study group..
cher cant attend again.. ='(
hope after parcels concert all can attend the study session together.. =)
okay ending here~

2008-04-09T21:10:00.005+08:00

THIS POST IS CRAP. =x
why did you do that.. said you like me. and now..
after i had fallen in love like crazy? what are you doing now.
nothing. at least.. DO SOMETHING.

I HATE YOU.

2008-04-05T16:57:00.005+08:00

wooots~ dance ensemble. =P *taken during cca openhouse* =x

err... copper? lol. taken during a chem metal reaction pratical. =x *during march holidays*

loll. a bridal car. so cool right? saw this @ orchard. with my sisters ^^

the bridal car again! ^^

taken on thurs... the sun is rising~ and there's a star there! ^^

BLACK & WHITE. ppt. lol. taken in the chem practical *decomposition of metal carbonate*
so nice lah the colour. =x hee.

taken on ahmad ibrahim secondary school's 42nd achievement day.
the colour of the sky is so nice.. crimson =x

and tadahh~ my dog. with his head in the plastic bag. *like arabian style* my sis says. =D

okayy. can see that im seriously bored to take such pictures and post them up now.
=xx just back from the trip to library to study..
but.. didnt get any work done.. no mood to study. RAWRS..
lol.. anywayy..

tmr going study session with e maths study group again..
and after that got tuition.. haiis..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
emo-ing right now? =/

hahaaa. lalala~ editted photo of the 4 girlfriends in toilet. =x

sepia! =DDD

=DDD w/ ah mah and w/o mummy in this pic now. ^^

2008-04-04T23:19:00.003+08:00

hmm... updating..
it has only been.. 3 days. =.="
but it seems so long..
anyway..
wed. stayed back after school to do homework..
cos no cca no nothing..
and in the end i found out i only had..
chinese homework to do. the rest i did ler..
and e maths i never bring textbook so cannot do..
so... spent my time... doing nonsense.
then... canteen closed, went up to third floor...
sit there do nothing. (sleep =x)
hohoo.. then went down find ah gong when her cca is done..
then.. accompany ah mah go eat her chicken rice..
and accompany jing en to popular buy his stuffs.
then.. home-d after that...

it was a lovely day. sort of..

then.. thurs... yesterday..
dont know what happened lah.. damn... @!#^(!@^#(^!@)&!_* day.
argh.. dont feel like reminding myself of yesterday.
anway... after school went for dance..
damn shagged.. and no mood dance.
sighh.. rawrrs.
crap.. then.. after that... went buy bubble tea with christine and eunice..
then... home-d..

stupid crappiest day!

then today! woots..
today was ai's 42nd achievement day..
had early dismissal.. and then...
went to northpoint to eat with...
ah gong, cher, mummy, jas, huimin, and girl guides' juniors..
eat until very full sia.. and laugh until got stitch =.="
thenn.. walked walked around..
bought my new wallet. woots! black and pink ^^
then.. walk abit more.. and went back to school into the guides' room!
=D slacked there.. chit chat... etc.
then.. all busy preparing for their parade.. so i siam-ed lor..
went up to dance studio to help out..
and was damn bored down there.. almost fell aslp =x
uh huh.. then crapped around... and time passed quite quickly..
soon it was time for the performance...
then.. after everything sang the school song and ran~
=xx waited for ah gong and her hairi to finish their cca...
and then. went home..

cried on the bus trip home.. just felt like crying my heart out now..
do you or will you even noticed a slightest swing of my mood? no.. you dont care.

2008-04-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

He likes you - not sure how much he likes you , at least he has this special feeling toward you, girl! Yep, you are something in his life and he always notice the changes happened in your life. He has not asked you out yet? chances are, he's not sure about your feeling and maybe a little bit scared of being rejected. Try to hint him even more , give me good signals and for sure, he will get it!

o.O""
lol. ehh... hmm..
come update ler... but also nobody read. =((
haiis.. anywayy.. sat was crap.
i go library do homework. forget bring graph paper cos my homework needed graph paper to do.
and worse. pencil box also never bring. toooot.
=.=" hmm.. anyway... sunday..
went sao mu.. "sweep grave"?
i dont know. lol.. the traffic was like.. toot de.
lol =x woke up early early also like abit no use.
XPPP anywayys. after that. went to grandma house eat lunch..
love her food! woots. =x
hmm.. then went home for awhile..
then.. went orchard with sisters =))
they go shop shop for cardigans. but in the end they bought alot of clothes. sort of.
=/ i went home empty-handed T.T
broke* sadded.
lol. i want buy wallet! rawrrs.
hee. then.. went home bathed and all that.. and had tuition.
crap teacher.
=XXX
then.. monday..
as usual.. i hate first day of the week.. mondays..
SUCKS.
=x hmm.. ok whatever..
then.. hmm.. had english srp..
wonder how can i fall aslp with mr row as our teacher.. ._.
think is cos the passage =.="
hoho~ his lessons damn fun. =P
then then then.. stayed back to do homework with ah gong ^^
but.. the work that i was SUPPOSEDLY able to complete in around less than a hour time..
was dragged due to her ahems. =D ah gong you know what i mean.
next time cannot do homework with you in school ler. lalala~
then.. went home with ah gong, her bf "HERO" and the drama gang. lol. kh ganesh rat and afiqah.
hehhs. so.. ya..
todayyy.
was.. also totally crapped. i think?
ok lah not so..
boo.. school sucks recently for me..
hope my mood could be better =D
lol.. then.. err... got dance today.. but that stupid ******.
=X shall not mention names. made me had to be late for dance to go and eat my lunch!
rawrrs. lol. but i had fun. =)) and that's a good thing.
then... danced.. not much choreography done..
think there will be some on thurs.
thenn.. err.. ya. lol. dont know what to say.
hmm.. then after school stayed back and waited for ah gong..
and... homed. lol.
sighhs..
you said it's heartaching to see me like this. but why do you care.
didnt you know part of my problem was you? maybe. =)
heck care ler.. i will try... but.. sometimes it's just... difficult.

2008-03-29T11:42:00.004+08:00

rawrrs.
yesterday... wake up whole body aching..
due to the PE we had on thurs. =/
then.. normal school day..
all chionging homework as usual..
even li shi also. .__.
hee. then~ went to eat before we go back school for cca..
go eat chicken rice =.="
ermms then.. reached the YPS gate.. the mrs chew?
i think.. was scolding the sec 3s guys. then we walked pass..
she hold us back also. =.="
we never do anything wors.. =((
ermm. FYI. we = me and yuying.
then behind still got 3 girls also..
then she catch one girl back =.="
lol.. then we ran away. =x
rushing for cca mahh..
then went for dance. muscles aching =.="
rawrrs.
after that.. got PARCELS rehearsal.
OH YA. i got the tickets for PARCELS performance.
anyone want buy?? $10/ticket.
afternoon ticket : 3.30pm @ Singapore Conference Hall.
evening ticket : 8pm @ Singapore Conference Hall. =D
then.. rehearsal end @ around 5.30.. we all chiong. to eeling's house~
hee. cos at night we going watch performance by ECNAD, In The Name of Dance.
=D thenn.. err.. changed and all.. then went to bus stop take bus to mrt.
saw ms lee o.o
hee. then we wait together.. gossip gossip =x
lalala~ and then poor ezza was waiting at the mrt station for dont know how long. =/
ya.. then.. meet all at city hall's mrt station...
and off we go to the arts house =D
the performance was.. funny. but i dont catch most of the parts ~.~
hee. all of us dont catch it. so it's okay. =x
after that went to LJS to eat..
then.. went home @ around 10+
and reached home @ around 11.
so tired that i fell aslp in the train~
yepp. that's all. going to library study liaos!
=x maybe posting pics later.
^^

hmm... you want anything just say it. dont keep me in suspense..
you said you would say it yesterday. and in the end.. you say monday then say..
what the hell exactly do you want to say..? i cant guess..
it's draining all of my concentration and energy... please.. get it over and done with..

2008-03-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

hmm.. yesterday.. wednesday..
had pe games.. played rugby..
lame game.. but... quite fun.
though it's abit muddy... =/
and then... nothing much ler?
stupid tuition teacher. rawrs!

okay whatever. =x
thenn.. nothing much lerr...
todayy.. had pe fitness..
play interval rugby running.
.___. lol. tiring but funn.
hmm.. in the end never took class photo again.
LOL~ then.. after school got dance practice..
did the choreograph of the finale..
thennn.. finished at 5+ leave studio at 6.
we do know how drag time. =x
after that went to buy bubble tea. =x
and mayo fries... the mayo.. like caesar sauce. =x
lol. then.. err.. went home.
stupid tuition teacher. AGAIN.
=x hee.
then nothing much ler bahh i guess..

maybe i've fallen deeply into...
what had i gotten myself into.. hais..
hope it's nothing bad.

2008-03-26T18:36:00.002+08:00

hmm...
yesterday... school dismiss early..
then.. jing en (sec 4 de) treat us movie..
watched the orphanage.. not that scary...
but no idea since when i became so scared of horror movies. =.="
sighhs.. hiding behind the bag like throughout the whole movie?
and keep asking jing en what happened LOL. =x
hmm.. then after that.. walked walked awhile then sun plaza..
to collect contact lenses... ._."
got one of one side out of stock.. so need go back there again next time..
what i meant..? i have no idea.
=.="" thenn.. after that walk walk around for awhile..
then went home..

sat and sun didnt went to library to study/do homework..
cos dad say he come home dont want see me audi =.="
so only time i can audi without him seeing/scolding is weekends..
the only time when i feel like studying T.T
but... hais.. nevermind. =( maybe this weekend going library bah..
errr.... then.. nothing much lor...
found out english srp is a waste of time. =.="
we sit there do the paper 2 nia...
do ler jiu can go home...
abit... retarded? =xx but okay lah. at least will concentrate on that work.
=xx
then.. monday after srp waited for ah gong to finish her cca..
and then. in the end. ended up waiting for ah gong AND hairi.
loll. 6+ around 7 then leave school. =.="~
and they walked home themselves ps-ing me.
lol. =x jkjk.
okay lah.. end here ler. no more crap to post. =.="

compass and staple bullets doesnt work that well..
have to resort in penknife in the end?
but.. seriously that was a pleasant feeling..

2008-03-22T10:51:00.001+08:00

hmmmmm.
update update.
let's see...
last sat.. went for performance @ ps..
*hope i didnt make any mistake* =X
ehh... then during break.. went PCBunk! =DD
with my 2 juniors. =P
thenn... play for awhile...
and one of my junior went back for performance and i went back to watch their performance =D
then after that... stayed back to catch the all-boys street dance competition..
SO CUTE LAH THE PRI SCHOOL KIDS.
esp yishun pri de =P
hohoho.
after that saw my eldest sis. *with her bf*
=x and.. then went to eat lunch? @ 5. =x
shopped awhile and home-d =X

then.. sunday. hmm...
HDB family day.
my dad working in HDB so.. ya. lol.
the family day is at downtown..
then.. dont feel like going WWW..
so we went escape! =D
hoho. but firstly..
ate the lunch provided..
=.=" *disgusting*
then.. went escape..
my mum was like. "DONT SEPARATE LAH"
then.. in the end she asked us to go play if we want =.=""
lol~ wanted to enter the haunted house one...
but then.. sec sis scared =x
so went to play others..
hmm.. went onboard the viking ship. =x
walao. scary. lol =x
i sit until my leg alot bruises. and i feel like i will fly out =.="~
thennn.. went to meet my mum and go off after that?
ya.. thenn.. went home. =x
then nothing much ler.
didnt get much homework done this weekend..
so in school... *CHIONG* =x

heee. then weekdays... as usual..
boring and ------.
hoho. then yesterday..
umm... went to my mum's relative's son/daughter's first month buffet.
lol =x the food not bad lah..
and the house quite noisy *chatters chatters chatters*
thennn... after that went off with my eldest sis to mrt station.
she go swimming i go causeway..
to do what? buy jasmine's bday present~
=x bought a cookie monster.. and saw ah gong also buying present for her.
then shopped around for awhile cos ah gong say she waiting for her HERO..
so ya.. waited with her.. then..
went back sunplaza.. to meet the hero.
like lightbulb sia. tsk.
then after that went to jasmine's condo together.
hmm... they had a karaoke session..
.__. lol. then.. sian lah.. halfway split into two groups..
also dont know who go where.
want go where find who also dont know *left out* T.T
lol.. emo-ed. =X
hee. after that they have bbq..
then... nothing much lerr.. i was helping out at the bbq pit when they were playing some games.
and sing bday song to jas and cut her birthday cake.. eat the cake..
and home-d at around 9?
lol.. somebody walked home with her hero worrs. =X
then then then.. went home and nothing much ler. =DD
so.. nothing to update lers~

2008-03-13T15:14:00.003+08:00

hmm..
was supposed to update yesterday...
but.. sort of.. forgotten about it.
so updating now..
err...
my schedule for this short holiday =.="
monday - chem 8-10
~~dance 10-1~~ eating lunch with friends. (without me eating)
bio 1-4
tuesday - chem 8-10
dance 10-2.30
wednesday - tuition 1-3
movie (L changed the world) 4.30-6.40
thursday - tuition 9-11
friday - physics 8.30-9.30
dance 9.30-1.30
saturday - performance @ ps - 8.30-?
sunday - not confirmed..

sighs... not a day free... only today....
L's movie is not bad.. quite nice...
only.. the ending.. =.=""
stayed back after the long long credits.
then in the end only "L rested in peace"
zzz...
then nothing much bahh..

emoing again.. hohoho...
=.=" end here ler..
dont say i never update.

2008-02-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

hmm.. today ptm session...
so no school today. =))
woke up around 8? then get ready etc etc...
then.. mum slow sia. =x
got out of the house at 9+ =.="""
anywayy.
basically. my results... still okay..
except for my languages...
which are as bad as ever. =x
my command of language is poor T.T boohoos..
c5 for both... humans b3...
err... then.. 3 a1 and 1 a2? think so luh.
forget ler. then...
after taking results... went to cp mac to eat...
with cher they all.
then. funny. kanna they all looking for trouble. =.="
ppl want fight. but.. they talk no action leh?
dont know them. nevermind =/

after that went back to school as one big big group. mixed race.
not racist ya. =)))
but no malays.. =/ they never join us.
watch the guys played bball.. and went up to the hall play badminton for awhile...
and went for dance...
DAMN PISSED OFF. =.="''"""
stupid siaa...
accidentally slammed the dance studio door. =xx *oops*
hee. somemore ms lee inside sia =/
nvm. was too angry to think about such stuffs just now.
hehhhs.

after that... went to mrt meet ah gong they all to watch "the leap years"
lols.. ask me dont late they also late. =xx
but still early for the show lah.. just made us wait nia..
*hungry just now* =x
stupiddddddddddddddd. movie ticket so ex.
ah gong say if ticket too ex jiu dont want watch.
in the end. she still paid. LOL.
crappo. =x
sweet, sad, touching, NICE. =))
dont know how to describe.. hee.
nice show overall lah.
just abit confusing with the scene skipping at the beginning...
=DDDD sian luhs.
lalalalaaaaaa. after that.. walked around np for awhile...
hmm.. today alot of coincidence... saw alot ppl today.
=) hahas..

i hate being emo...
and emo-ing sucks..
but.. argh. emo-ing so much recently.
cant control. this sucks lah!!!
HATE EMO. *helps* =(

2008-02-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday and today... went to the library to study... *do homework actually*...
haiis.... but... nothing much to update actually...
friday... stayed back after school to wait for my dad for the parents' seminar thing...
wasted 3 hours of my life... staying there and chatting with eereena.....
had fun though..
chatted with gan too.
hmm... then.. parents came out.. and went home...
eereena's dad drove us home..
hmm... lols. sounding emo.. =.=""
lols.. you had no idea... what you are doing to me..
can i say that guys are dense? or girls are complicated?
i hate it i hate it i hate it!
that's what i got from comforting you. lols..
i guess.. im just nothing but your mei.
it's a fact. isnt it? made me cry the whole afternoon.
and now. it's another girl ya.
how i wish... there isnt such thing as boy-girl love in the world.
it can give you happiness.. yet cause you great sufferings..
maybe i should just dont give it a damn anymore!

2008-02-16T19:55:00.002+08:00

hohoho. today went to jas' house. =))))
to bai nian actually... she invited us..
but then.. in the end.
ended up helping her sell her stuffs at her condo. lol!
then kena sun burnt.. =.=""
but anyway. i had a fun time. =)
then.. went to jas' house after she packed her "store" and watch them play a game of mahjong.
i want learn mahjong!!!
lols. oh ya. bought a nerd pooh bear from her. lols.
and.. got ang bao! <33 lols =x
then... went home @ 2.
rushed home actually.. to eat lunch.
then set out for movie with family @ cwp ^^
hmm.. watched ah long pte ltd. damn funny. =))))
got a part quite touching too. lols. =x
lalala~ i like the song. =PPP
then after movies... shop around cwp for awhile...
and then home-d. =)
now eating abalone!! hohoho! =xx hees.
end here ya. maybe posting pics tmr. ^^

2008-02-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

hohoho. it's the fifth day of chinese new year.
collected lots of ang bao. =DD
hehh.. well... first day of new year went to visit my paternal grandma.
^^ then after that.. went to her brother's house i think. =/
then... maternal grandma. lols..
then homed. so nothing much to post actually.

second day of chinese new year.
woke up the earliest. =x then... bathed and all... get ready to welcome my aunts, uncles, and cousins in.
=// alot of ppl sia. all come at once. hohoho $.$ =x
lols. anyway. then after that went to paternal grandma house again.
for reunion dinner =D
hadd lunch there too.
well.. played a few rounds of audi there..
played blackjack.. err.. dai di?
and gambled! lols...
but suay sia... keep losing. =x nvm play for fun de.. money not mine anyway.
then... lao yu sheng. =/ my cousins lao until the thing on my hand. lols...
thennnnnnnnn. i forget ler. i think homed after a few more rounds of gambling.
never drink champagne.. sad. =x

lols then third day..... stupid sisters go out... left me and my lil sis going visit with my mum.
visit her siblings.. sian.. all so stingy de. =x
visit her sis and her bro nia.. took up the whole day. =.="
waste my time for $20~~ =x oops. heh...
nevermind. $20 still money. XPP

then... yesterday. went to visit.. whoever lah. i dont know how to translate to english.
lols.. then went to my 2nd aunt's house to visit... and took photos. sian sia.
i hate solo pics. =(
anyway. after that.. went down to another whoever's house with them.
i really dont know how to translate. =/
then... their house so high. 21st floor.. i think..
nice scene there too. =/
hohoho. then uncle sent us home.
and dined with paternal grandma! <33 ^^
hohoho. then... watched tv with her and then sh went home..
then.. chiong homework and all...
then.. slept at 1+.. i think...

then today... nothing much...
went popular buy stuffs..
ah gong. i bought zig zag ler... be patient before i read finish.
hohoho~~~~ =P

okay. happy new year to all here. ending now. =)

2008-02-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

Kuroi Namida
(Black Tears)

ANNA TSUCHIYA inspi' NANA (BLACK STONES)

Romaji

Asu nante konai you ni to negatta yoru kazoe kirenai
Yume mo ai mo nakushi ame ni utareta mama naiteru...

Kazaritsukenaide kono mama no watashi de ikite yuku tame
Nani ga hitsyou
Jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo shinjitara ii no
Kotae wa chikasugite mienai

Kuroi namida nagasu
Watashi ni wa nanimo nakute kanashisugite
Kotoba ni sae naranakute
Karadajuu ga itamidashite
Taerarenai hitori dewa

Yonaka ni nakitsukarete egaita jibun ja nai jibun no kao
Yowasa wo kakushita mama egao wo tsukuru no wa yameyou...

Kazaritsukenaide ikute yuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban
Muzukashii koto?
Anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii
Kowareru mono wa mou iranai

Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
Onaji itami ni butsukaru
Sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara
Tooku kiete shimaitai
Wagamama to wakattemo...

Kuroi namida nagasu
Watashi ni wa nanimo nakute kanashisugite
Kotoba ni sae naranakute
Karadajuu ga itamidashite

Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
Onaji itami ni butsukaru
Sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara
Tooku kiete shimaitai
Wagamama to wakattemo...

English

There are countless nights I wished tomorrow would never come
Crying in the rain, having lost love and dreams...

What do I need
In order to live as I am without affectation?
If I can't believe in myself, what should I believe?
The answer is so close I can't see it

I cry black tears
I have nothing and I'm so sad
I can't even put it into words
My whole body is in pain
And I can't stand it alone

Exhausted from crying in the night, I pictured myself as someone else
I'm going to stop making myself smile to hide my weakness...

Is living as yourself without affectation
The most difficult thing in the world?
If I could have something from you, I'd like it to be something intangible
I don't want anything else that can break

Though I cry black tears and shout
Tomorrow comes, uncaring
And I run into the same pain
If these days are going to continue
I'd rather disappear somewhere far away
Even though I know it's selfish...

I cry black tears
I have nothing and I'm so sad
I can't even put it into words
My whole body is in pain

Though I cry black tears and shout
Tomorrow comes, uncaring
And I run into the same pain
If these days are going to continue
I'd rather disappear somewhere far away
Even though I know it's selfish...

2008-02-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

uhh... back to update..
anyway.. yesterday.. nothing much...
after school went for dance practice...
thought they having welcome party..
so skipped lunch...
even if no party... also no time eat.
went up dance studio. and.. changed.
blah blah blahh. they said welcome party after dance lesson..
anyway.. uhh... rehearsed the cny dance... and rehearsed in hall..
then... ugh... i dont want to partner her...
giggling is totally not my fault.. i did not giggled with her.
i was just smiling. CANT YOU SEE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN GIGGLING AND SMILING?
who the hell would want to giggle with her anyway.
haiis.. you are just being biased. other ppl noticed some OTHER ppl's mistakes. and you picked on us only. and i think i understand why.
nevermind.. then after that.... went back studio to practice the dance again..
then.. blah blah blahh..
we watched the non-cny-performers dance the indian folk dance.. quite nice..
and i do agree that the sec 1s learn quite fast.. i think..
then.... after that.. split into groups.. for the external performance and achievement day performance..
i was not in the external. wtf lah... i did attend classes regularly... if you did not say the performance was due to attendance. i would not say much anyway. i do agree that my dance aint that good. but at least i was trying. and i did attend classes. eeling told me that you chose the performers due to attendance.. dont you know that you are being so biased?
ughh. anyway. after dance.. was in a quite better mood. but.. zzz... after dance..
went down to find ganesh they all with my ball.. to play volleyball...
but.. ...... stupid.. im bringing a heavy bag and even brought my ball down for them to play.
and. in the end. all i got from rat was a 'i no mood play'.
wtf lah.. then i stood there not happy ler. still ask me want go mac eat. WTF LAH.
grr.. then grabbed my ball from them and walked off. stupidity.cried. lols..
then... went to grace to buy food.. *emo*.
err.. lols.. anyway... went back to school.. saw qiu yi and ruiliing outside councillor room.
so chat with them... then.... ah gong smsed me... so.. went back take back and went home..
then that's all.. some stupid thing happened at home too. cried a total of 3-4 times.

then today... went to woodlands library to study.. ben lai was meeting wei ren and ask him find a few ppl who's going then tell me..
but. in the end. too many ppl going ler....
so decided to go study myself...
weird thing is. when i was sitting there doing my homework.
ppl was like coming to my table there and sitting there to read. =.="?
and i noticed that alot of other tables have lots of unoccupied seats..
lol.. nvm.. then.. halfway through weiren come down and join me..
so. peace still.. then around 4.. henry and jia hou came down find us ask us go up study together..
so finished my e maths qns and went up...
good thing i did not decided to go up study with them earlier on.
1+ hour for 3/4 of one english essay..
that's how much work can be done with them.
and i had to move away from them then can continue my work...
pathetic sia. lols..
then.. 5.30 left library... to go yishun play bball..
but 6.30.. reached cp... they went mac eat..
i also eat.. but it was cos i hungry. =(
breakfast + lunch = one small bowl of porridge nia..
haiis.. doing homework halfway stomach growling. lols...
ermm.. then.. after eating... go play bball..
already.. around 7.30 ler.. lols...
played till 8.. and went home with henry.. cos he living in sembawang..
ermm.. then.. talked alot of chim chim things with him. =/
ayy.. all think so far de... know what courses they taking ler...
sian diao... i now still dont know.... =((
then... he told me how stress he was. lols.. and.. blah blah blahh..
then... went home.. and here i am. updating about my stupid life..

ending off. - life sucks.

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2008-01-22T20:36:00.001+08:00

hee. took this from rita's blog.
i cant see the whole thiing in her blog.
that's why grabbed it. ps ah ah mah. =P

2008-01-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

HOHOHO.
change blog skin ler.
tired of that skin. =P
anyway. this skin is simple and plain.
and my fave colours <33~
<3 black and pink. lols. =x
okay whatever. =)
end post here. buhbyees.

2008-01-19T15:56:00.000+08:00

hohoho. came to update ler~~~ =) took some photos. =x
hohoho.
it all started before a bio lesson after school...
and ms chew was late....
sooooooooooooo.
the emo-ing begins~ LOL. =x
anyway. i stood up at the bench outside the ava theatre. staring down into blank space..
thinking about..... AHEMS~
hee. and... being bored, eereena decided to take a pic of me emo-ing. =.=""
here it is :

there... me staring down into blank space. nice scenery though? lols =x

then... after seeing how "nice" (=.=") my emo pic looks...
she decided to join me into emo-ing.
and she ask mummy~ *yuying* to take the pic for us.
and here's her pose. with my same pose. :

tadah~~ i dont think ah gong look emo... she just look deep in thought.. oh well.
she says is emo jiu emo. =DDDD

andddddddddddd. after i came back home. she told me that now i have pics without my face to post on the comp..
sooo.. those who added me on msn should see my pic. =)
buttttt. the prob is.. i dont look nice in the pic im in alone.
and. the pic with eereena... when put on msn my head kena cut off..
so here's what i did! :

=))) the editted pic. i added sepia effect on it. and adjusted the brightness and cropped it.
so the effect now is more emo-ic. =))

okayyyyyyy. i know my this update quite lame. dont know what to update...
anyways. today went to reborne my hair with my da jie...
free of charge for me~ XPPP
but hors... i look like a TOOT. tootness. =.="
haiis~ for those seeing me on monday just wait and see..
you shall see how toot my hair looks. for now.. it looks like SHIT.
is damn flat. and my fringe damn toot lah..
!)&#)!^@)!%@(%!_@*_&)#^!)@&_!*_
nevermind. ren ming ler. T.T
my hair will always be a disaster. *sobs*
okok. end here ler. i go play audi liao~
adios~

2008-01-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

oh hohohoooooo~ came to update ler. =x
hee. okay. updating about friday.
friday was... cca openhouse.
hmm.. after school go to dance studio to help decorating stuffs etc etc.
took some pics of our decoration~

this is the drawings by various "artists" on the whiteboard. =) nice right? XP
this was a poster done up by juniors and some sec 4s. i did not chip in for this. T.T
and another. =)

went to walk around and go sjab room to put wound make up. ahaha. the make up at the wrist there.
sounds emo right? XPP
then.. walk walk around... sian-ed and went back up to studio.
then.. took down the deco and clean up the room.
hmm... then packed up and chatted awhile before going off.
miss chew. our dance teacher. =x drew a series of PIG balloon. =P
so cute lah. took a photo of three. left out one... which is pig in the forest~
nice lah that one. but my photo too small. cannot take all. lols =x

here it is~ the pig series. =) cute right? i took home the pig in the clinic one.
behind still got mother pig and baby pig.tadahhhh~ the mummy and baby pig. =x

after that.. went to find ah gong, daddy, mummy, weiren, ccy, ah mah and cher.. we meeting for dinner~ to celebrate my "birthday".
which is on... 15 sept. =.="
lols. 4mths belated birthday present.
lalalala~ aiya.. sadded. ah mah cannot go. lols T.T then weikiat subbed her.
anyways... ah mah went home.. and we went to causeway to eat..
ben lai want go seoul garden de. but then... too packed. so in the end walk around for very long and finally they decided to go pizza hut to eat. =.="
around 8 ler then we get to sit lor. damn hungry. =x
anywayyys.. i found out that cher first time going pizza hut. =x
hohoho. errr... then.. we all ordered pasta.. i ordered chicken royale something one.
quite nice. *cheesy* =DDD
i love cheese. XP err.. then... ask for bill... guess how much?

TADAH~~ $130. lols. =.="

heee then after that ah gong and ccy went to buy a piece of cake for me. =)) a strawberry cake.
from breadtalk. shall not emphasize on the cheapness. =x jkjk.

there~ the cake. i took picture of it today. yesterday no time to take. need rush home. =x
btw. we finished dinner at around 9. =x im glad we did not go seoul garden and eat.
if not we will be wasting money~ XPPP

and here's the top view of the cake. abit squashed sia. =(( but it still tastes nice~
^^ hohoho. thanks guys~ =) most wonderful birthday celebration i think.. although it's abit late.

hoho~ anyway~ i dont think there will be any sec 1s hopping to my blog.
but. JOIN DANCE~ =DD
lalala~ end post here. tatas~ =)

2008-01-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

hmm... ppl ask me update.. =(
err... update about... last sat.
^^ went to IMH. for performance mind you..
not there to stay. =)
uhh... then... quite fun there lah. totally enjoyed myself. though my legs hurt like hell.
due to standing too much. XPP
err.. firstly the leo club members had their games and etc...
then abit of interactions.. and had our dance.
did a total of 4 dance. =x i skipped one out. XP
lalala~ then had pizzas after that... and ms cheng came to chat with us and asked us how was it.
=xx then.. homed. =D

then... sunday... stayed at home.. i think?
monday... which is yesterday?
ben lai meeting eeling and rachael at 10. =x
and. i woke up at 10! LOL~
uhh.. then rushed at the way... then go yishun mrt meet them... wasted my 40cents. lol~
anyway. went home and eat breakfast... and... went out shopping with my sisters at causeway point..
hmm... bought abit of stuffs.. (im broke!) and went to eat lunch @ crystal jade.
1st choice was mos burger. but too crowded.. no space to sit...
2nd choice dian xiao er. but thennn. they close already. =.=" so early close. =x
then.. lastly go crystal jade lor. =D
the food there not bad lah. ^^ quite nice..
but.. very ex =/ nevermind since the one paying is my sis~ XP
then... went home..
err... then... had fried chicken and hor fun for dinner. =)
long time no takeaway dinner ler. =x
hee. then... played audition..
and went out to sun plaza with my dad and sis.
wow... now i know... my dad shopping is very... *undescribable*
one time shop. 6 small cans of australia abalone. 2 big cans of australia abalone. =x
and.. alot of stuffs. =.=" all shun bian take shun bian take.
stupid salesman. want cheat us. =xx
one big can of abalone got a dent by the side. my sis saw he turn the can the other way. LOL.
he walk away to promote some other stuffs to my dad i quickly pick up and ask my sis where.
lolls~ then he saw us telling our dad there got dent then he quickly act like he didnt know and said sorry and change another one for us. SO FAKE LAH. =x
i so ji dong. XPPP~ lalala~
err.. then.... went to popular bought my pens and foolscap...
and went to watson and bought my sis de stuff... and went home. =D
maybe.. it's just me. i dont think you seriously liked me. now. there you are thinking of your ex. maybe. just maybe. i had made a wrong choice.. maybe the one is you. but you dont even care do you. so.. that's it.. i dont think i will bother you anymore and you wont talk to me anymore. that's the best i guess..
hmm... then.. audi! lols. went to guild event. =x 4 points down.
26 points more to go.~ lalala~
errr... then.. that's all bah... i think...

2007-12-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

hmm... shall update..
about... these few days. ^^
start with... err... last sat.
went to grandma house. i think. forget ler. i think so luh.
anyway. went to grandma house then.... played with cousins?
dont know lah. that's what i usually do when i go there. XP
if not is sleep~ =DDD err.. then chat with my cousin about her cca etc etc.
which cca to choose... uniform this and that. =x
hmm... then... played abit of audi. anyways. i still love my keyboard the best.
the sturdiest and easiest to press de arrow keys. =D
not so hard to press. =x
uh anyway. went home. played comp awhile... then eat dinner and prepare to go out to orchard walk walk and see the xmas lightings.
I SAW STARS. =DD
okay.. =x err.. nothing much lah. just walked from orchard to somerset mrt...
ben lai want wait for eldest sis de.. then she still eating dinner.
so we went home first.. went to sembawang bought mac for supper. =D
mcspicy! XPP erps.. then... nothing liao.

sunday.. forget ler. nothing much i think.
monday. xmas eve... went shopping with second sis. ^^
bought a dress. =x lalala~ and. there de jeans not nice de. =x
XPP~ anyway. err.. bought a star clip. =D
it's nice. =P
ermm. anywayyys. went to causeway point with her after that.
bought my jeans. =D from giordano. lolllllls.
there de stuff is ex de lor... ~~~~~~
but got 40% discount. so is quite cheap in the end. =x
heh. then..... met wu gui. then give me my xmas present.. =( sorry wor. last minute dont know what to buy for you.
and thanks. =D

thennnnnnnnnn. yesterday. xmas. =D
slept at around 4+ =x
dad wake up scold me then i go slp. XP
err.. then... wake up at around... 9+.
need go grandma house. =D
uhh... then... reach there around 10+..
bai bai.. then... sleep? =x
ahaha. had lunch. then... all the guys go play comp. all the girls went to the room. chit chat. XP
but. got one small boy. =x hee. he also in the room.
uhh. anyway. on the tv while we talk.
then. i go sleep. XPP~
tired luh. =x then... went home...
uhh... then. changed clothes and went out with eereena and co. =D
lols... met ah gong @ 4.10. then went yishun to meet cher.
and. as usual cher is late. lols..
anyway. went the khatib and meet ah mah. then went to orchard..
by the time reach there already 5+ going 6 ler. T.T cher is late for an hour.
lols... then went to ichiban restaurant eat. =x
muahaha. fried ebi don. the veg roll is ladyfinger. =.="
and i dont eat ladyfingers. =x
err anyway. then went taka shop... bought my cousin a pink monkey pencil box. =x
and a monkey. ermm. then... walk walk abit more..
then go orchard road. see the performance etc. they keep taking photos sia. ~~
err.. then went home around 9+ reaching 10 T.T
so late. =x reach home 11. dad angry. T.T
lalala~ ehh... then...
used comp until 4+ again. =x

wahaha. then... today....
err... went sandy's house study. =D
finally complete test one. lalala~ want faint ler lah.
tmr whole day stay at home i think will do the rest.
=DD okay. nothing to update ler.
muahaha. my second sis complain my updates all so long. =x
lalala~

2007-12-21T15:36:00.000+08:00

saw this thing in jowell's blog. =D quite true.. i think? =x go try. ^^

2007-12-20T23:37:00.001+08:00

hohoho. xmas is coming. so is new year too~ =x
wishing everybody a merry christmas and a happy new year..
RAHHH. sounded so cliche. lol.
anyway. today went out to bugis to shop. =D
with eereena~ my dear ah gong. =)

err.. main purposes : help ah gong find a nice bag.
buy my new year clothes.
enjoy our day out~
lols.. hmm... went to bugis street... damn crowded lah.
then we went towards the less crowded areas.
hmm... saw alot nice nice clothes lah. but.. ~~~
haha. anyway. bought 3 tops and a skirt.. DAMN IT LAH.
i buy anything my mum also talk non-stop.
white top she say why new year where white. =.="
brown t-shirt she say why this colour want black but not black de. =.=""
pink and black stripe top she say this top so normal. buy for what. =.="""
black skirt with *skulls* =x. she say why new year wear black and skulls. =.=""""
somemore still ask why the safety pin like that de. so normal. DIAO. safety pin still got how de?!
lamer lah she. i buy anything she also will talk alot de. zzzz.
GRRR. irritating mum. =( spoil my mood.

forget it. anyway. ah gong bought her white bag. and a t-shirt for her sis...
and a white top to go with her skirt... hope hers suit the skirt bahhs.
argh.. still damn irritated by mum. i still want buy pants. =((
cargo and jeans. =D
maybe some shorts too. to wear at home. or go somewhere near. =D
rahhhs. dont know what to post ler.
hais stop here ler lah. byebye~ maybe next post is about my performance @ IMH..
i hope. =x

2007-12-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
grrrrrrr. my tuition is starting in few minutes time and im updating my blog...
haiis.. today went to dance... then went to admiralty...
dance with the kids... and blah blah blah....
tmr got performance @ singapore poly... =(
sian ah sian... 29th going IMH perform also...
AND. i haven do my tuition homework...
ahh.. life's so sad. =.="
this sucks. -emo-
T.T AH GONG. faster ask me out to sembawang beach.
i want scream the hell out of me.
RAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiis. end post ler. =( tuition starting soon. i go play game for awhile first... =((((

2007-12-04T18:26:00.000+08:00

booo... come to blog ler.. =(
hmm... updating about my dance camp bah...
although im back for several days ler. =x
hee. umm.. went for dance camp on last week tues..
then... played some indoor games.. and did our dance choreography..
then had lunch and some outdoor games. =/
umm... then bathe and dinner time. =x
then... had night activity... include treasure hunt? lols...
each group have one colour that represents their group...
then... uhhh.. we hid those colored balloons around the school.. and ask them to find.
lols =x then... after they found all... went back to studio to take our the alphabets hidden in the balloons... to form words..
lolls. =/ this activity was last minute de. hee. anywayyyy. after the activity then we watched the movie alone.... horror movie.. T.T
i dont dare watch. i peek. and turn away at the scary part and pretend im slping. lols! =x
then... halfway go brush teeth.. and come back... and finish the show.. and slp. muahaha. =x

second day... wake up and had breakfast...
then.... forget if got anymore games anot..
then practised for the concert at night..
juniors went to bathe.. and change to costumes..
seniors continued rehearsing and preparing =x
thennnn... had the concert...
T.T totally messed up. rahhs!
after the concert went down for dinner.. *bbq and sushi =x*
served the parents first... cant start bbq fire.. cos rain made the pit wet.. =.="
no water dispenser.. so had to go all the way to the canteen to prepare the drinks and take 2-4cups each time back...
=( pathetic.. anyway... our bbq started after the parents had left.. ._."
and is only the seniors bbq-ed... the rest all disappear and come back when there's food =.="""
haiis~ then... bbq finished at 11+ i think... the sec 3s went to bathe. =x
muahaha. then come back they watch saw 1. lols.. gruesome movie.. T.T
alot of killings and torturing. =/ i also dont dare watch. muahaha. =x
but it's a nice show... asking ppl to treasure their life.. but i dont.. T.T
RAHHHHHHH~ the movie finished at 2+... and i fell aslp immediately. =x too tired..

last day.. woke up at 7.30... i think.
to prepare their breakfast.. T.T no thanks from them.
lols. we took 1-2 hrs to prepare their breakfast sia. lollls. =x
we also had ice cream after breakfast.. =/ but the ice cream's flavour is too bland..
=xxx then after breakfast cleanup... heee. i slacking there. =x
sec 3s went to the bbq pit to clear up the charcoal...
and the juniors clean up the studio.
the debrief... and break camp~
=x then.. with my heavy bag.. went to meet wu gui. =x
go watch enchanted.. =.="
lols.. ppl just break camp jiu go watch movie. muahaha. =x
thenn... went home. =D
finish. =x this time de camp not fun de.. T.T
rahhh~

2007-11-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

SORRY!!! =(((

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry~~ =x

enough? T.T sorry.

2007-11-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

booo! back from my 2days 1 night chalet. =x
not exactly 2 days lah... but ya.
=x anyway. went to pasir ris with ah gong.
umm.. then.. we reach there we were trying to find our way to the chalet..
BUT. we went the wrong way. the chalet was at costa sands resort (DOWNTOWN EAST).
and we walked walked walked to costa sands resort (PASIR RIS). =.=""
and we called dickson. and ask him the way. his fault lor... never say properly..
but nvm lah. i think he also very stress. oh well. =x
then to enter need to pay $1.... booo.. =(
lols.. then... by the time we reached there everybody was there already except for cher.
cos she had to go church.
hmm.. then... we played played around and walked walked around...
and then... they start up the fire...
and we ran away~ =x we ran to arcade and play games.
lolls.. we played spot the difference. =.="
a nice game to play in the arcade right? =x
lalala~ then went back @ 7+ i think... and ate the stuff they cooked. =x
ahaha. =x we never helped in the cooking at all and we just ate. =x
hmm. but the prawns are nice. =P and so are the chicken wings. and hot dogs. and everything!
except for the potato. =x which is tasteless. =/
lolls. then we eating halfway jw was shitting in the toilet?
then.. the rest of us (excluding me) were making fun of him by taking out the key of the room.
then the electricity would be cut off... then all scream and scream and scream like nobody's business.
._."" later ppl complain then you know. =x lalala~ anyway.
they scream so long then found out jw was not in the toilet all along. =.="
lolls. and hmm... after that some went to swim... and the rest stayed in the room.
lalala~ i stayed in the room. and cher they all were searching jw's bag and found his undies. =.="
for one night stay he sure brought alot of undies. =x
lalala~ lols then they were throwing the undies around and we were like shunning his undies.
ganesh got a pair of undies on her head and she screamed. =/
lolls. i laugh till stomach pain liao.
then..... after that me cher and henry went to the comp shop to play audi.
and... the comps sucks.
=.=" i was swearing throughout the whole gameee..
rahh! and one hour passed so quickly...
blehs. cheat our money one. =(
then we went back @ around 11..
and we saw them gambling. =x
need report to the security guard ah. lolls.
i also take part. =xxx but then... T.T lose dao cham cham..
hee. anyway. at the end of the game jw gave me $4~!
cos he said im his lucky star. (since im sitting beside him) and he won $15.
so he gave me breakfast money. lollls. =xx
it's an advantage to sit beside someone who is on the winning streak. =/
lalala~~~ XP then... play play play until 3+...
then i waited until 4+ then fell asleep.
lolls. ben lai dont want slp de.. nobody pei wo talk... then sian diao go sleep.
didnt get to catch sunrise... T.T booohooo...
nvm... 7+ woke up.... and washed up and waited for them to get ready to go and eat breakfast.
=( my $5 gone. lols.. i owe alot ppl money... T.T
$5 from jeremy and $0.60 from ganesh. =x
lalalalalalala~ XP uhh anyways. after our breakfast we went back to the chalet...
and since the other group had the key, we went up to the swimming pool to see how is it.
wild wild wet seems fun.. but i just dont like swimming. =.="""
then.. checked out and went to walk around.
initial intention was to go bowling... but nobody seems to know where's the bowling alley...
then ended up going arcade play games.
lollls. saw one pro basketballer. high score 400+ sia..
=/ ganesh and henry add up still cannot beat him. lols.
then they went to play para para...
i dont dare play. =x
lalala~ jw hl there then he play until so stiff... move hands nia. =/
hee... thennnn. i rush cher to go home. need someone to accompany me. =x
heh heh. then go meet jeremy... =( owe him $5. can dont pay? =x
err. then after that went to safra's arcade to play audi with cher.
audi again... and im frustated again. =.="
stupid computer de speaker dont know at where.
then the computer beside me dont know playing what game.
*BANG BANG BANG* bang your head lah. =.="
then listen until no beat. and no mood to play. =(
wasted somebody's money. lolls~
and thennnnn. went home. =D
that's all for today. and yesterday. =xx

2007-11-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

boooooo. came to update lers. =D
hmm.. this week nothing much... basically just stayed at home... =((
rahhh. sian. i want job. stupid ntuc. faster call me! >=(
lols nvm.
hmm... today... woke up at 8.. and slp back again. =x and woke up at 9.50.
lollls. sis was baking cookies. i think she added A LITTLE too much butter.
=x and the dough ended up real soft. and watery.
end product... looks like pancake. XPP
lalala~ but it still taste nice. =x
hmm... then... played audi..
and... cher came my house... to "study"..
and guess what she did in the end?
playing with my msn. =.="
lols. made me get nagged by my mum. ear pain luh.
anyways. eereena also came. ~~ to install photoshop...
but then... she too ended up playing my msn. lols =.="
cos cannot open the file which contains the serial number for the installation...
it's okayy. no harm done. XP
what am i talking. zzz....
nvm. =.=" uh anyway... they came.. and left. =x
lalala~ helped cher's mei and cher joined guilds.
one joined -DoLL- and one joined -xS-
hmm. then after i helped cher join -xS- then she left~
bahh... then.... nothing much happened...
my sis continued baking her cookie..
and i continued eating her cookie. =x
lalala~ boredddd.
nvm end here ler. byebyes~

2007-11-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmm.
okayy. come update ler. happy? =x
hmm.. today went to sun plaza with jeremy, alvin and cher.
ben lai want go star fac for job interview de.
but then.. alvin ask ler got age limit of 18 yrs old. =x
lalala~~ then.. i waited for cher.. who is very late. =.="
and we went to find the two guys. played hide-and-seek (?) with them.
lolls. =x anyway. after that we went to toa payoh..
then walk walk walk around... pei cher eat lunch first.
then choked on my water. RAHHH!
lalala~ then after that walked around =.="
and bought a newspaper! to find job. =x
ahaha. but then.. i think all useless one. >=(
got bridal model! lols but cannot. =P
thenn.... before i knew it~ it was alrd 5+ getting to 6.
hmm.. then alvin want go mos burger... then he eat! =x
lalala~ im updating rubbish. =.="
nvm. then jeremy sent me home. hmm... and..
that's all~ sian.. i updating rubbish lah!
all your fault. ask me update. if you know who. =xxxx
hee~ ok end here ler. =)

2007-10-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

booo.. finally got my ic done..
and it's 11.36pm now.
dont know what to do.. so came to update..
today... woke up very early to go and make ic... =.="
in the end i still late... haiis...
anyway... after that went to some ice cream workshop with cher...
she dragged me there.. =(( but anyway... i had fun...
i love liquid nitrogen... but then... too bad.. cannot bring home...
thennn... the end-product... practically just eating melted dark chocolate?
very sweet.. uhh.. no not melted.. is frozen de. lols...
hmmmm..... then we had fun eating =.="
then then then.. errrr... went back to school... and walk cher home?
=/ then.... .... .... ....
hmm.. then jeremy sent me home. lols..
went home and slp... haiis... thennnnnnn.
dont know what to update ler....

i dont like this at all...
it's one matter after another.. i dont even understand what guys are thinking...
which of them are real..
and which of them are fake...
pushing me around like im some sort of toy....
im just a plaything isnt it? a plaything you brothers can share...

=(( strange... i whole day no play audi... boo...
oh ya.... my cbox cant view again... so.. try to tag in the flashbox.....
hmm.. anyway... i noticed this post alot of dots. =(
nevermind...............~ dont care.
end here lerr. byebye...

2007-10-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

WHEE~~ came to update ler.
the song posted just now is a song recommended by friend~ ^^
hee. one week never post ler. =X
hmm.. let's see...
nothing much happened actually...
just that this week got SPA on monday and thursday...
quite confident lah. =/
but also not sure. =.="
hmm anyway. this week school released early.. @ 12.20..
so monday i think we went to mac @ chong pang for lunch..
ah gong stayed in school for her meeting..
then after that she come find us. =)
then... what happened was we were queueing up..
the girl in front of us dropped her ice milo.. and spilled the whole thing..
then tio our legs. lols..
then the queue very long mahhs. the uncle behind us not happy ask us and the person can hurry up anot.
loll~ as if we are not queueing up... ahaha. then we ignore him.
after cher ordered her meal.. she scold the uncle that as if we not queueing up.
kpkb so much. =XX
wahaha. when he left she still say byebye so loud. damn funny. =/
anyway~ after that we went tuition-hunting.
hunting for a maths and pure physics tuition. boo... all so ex..
haiis~ so more dont know whether the teachers good anot.
bahh. then end up going home empty-handed. =(

hee... then.. tues i dont think got anything much...
hmm.. wed ah... also nothing much i guess...
._." thursday...
wahaha. =/
had physics SPA... quite easy.. but i dont know how i did.. =((
and then. angry with my friends.. >=(
=XX nvm ok ler. after school didnt hang out with them obviously.. =P
went to cwp banquet to eat... with afiqah and gang.. and ganesh! =D
haha. like racist group. like ours. =X
all chinese/malay. XPP
but im not racist. =)
ok anyway. after that we went walking around cwp..
ahaha. then home-d @ around 5+
so tired lahh.. then go home.. lie on bed jiu zzz liaos. =P
lalala~ zzz until 9+ then wake up eat dinner.
ben lai dont want wake up de. slp throughout the night.
but dad noisy... then cannot slp back.. so wake up~ XP

hmm.. so today.... went to school.. to take report slip...
._."" so sian lah.. still need parents come then can take...
then reached school at 8+ or 9+...
and i havent do letter writing~ so... was kind of rushing and copying the letter. =x
heh. =P then... went to mac eat breakfast... then go ah gong house to watch rented dvds.
waited for ah mah and ccy to reach first then we all go LAZERflair rent. =)))
hmm... rented "She's the Man" and "Blades of Glory".
both so funny and nice~
=DDDD we laughing like mad. i need to do this often. watch more comedy shows. =D
then will laugh more. =)))
hee. then went home at around... 7. =X
ya.. then.. that's all.. =/

i realised this post got alot 'then's =((
dont know how to connect. lolls~
hmmm.. ok end here ler.. =/
maybe a week later then post again. =P

2007-10-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

Five Becomes Four

Needed some time
So I could find
A little strength to redefine
What I've become
What I have done
I never asked to be the one

I'm riding it out
This storm that you brought in
Bringing it down
One me around
For you, I'd go again

It's gotta be
Easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down
Dragging me out
How did you end up in that ground?
Did you run away?

Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?

Try and put aside
Your history and pride
Maybe for one
Moment in time
We'll all be on your side

The story goes
Nobody knows
What it was like when you were through
Someone who cared
Out in the air
Didn't let them crash down anywhere

Did you run away?
Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?

Remember the lie
Never said I
You were the reason I survived
Where did you go?
I need to know
I waited here, you never showed

It's gonna be
Harder for me
I can't forgive so many things
When you were down
I was around
Why would you try and hurt me now?
Just tell me why
Just tell me why

(Did you run away?)
(Did you run away?)
(Did you run away?)

Did you run away?
Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?
When five becomes four
When five becomes four

2007-10-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

ahahaha. come to post ler. happy? =D
hmm.. nothing to do that's why come update.
keep forgetting to update about the shopping trip after exams @ bugis..
hmm.. actually nothing much to update.. since the whole trip i sian-ed diao. =x
ahahah. bought a pair of earrings only.
._." nothing for me to buy. =(
ah gong and cher bought a pair of shoes each.
ah mah bought earrings and a necklace?
cher also bought earrings.
mummy bought earrings? and dont know what.
oh ya... mummy brought her chihuahua to bugis. then halfway take her out and carry her.
not considerate to the muslims luh. =x jkjk.
everybody making a big fuss out of it. ._."
although i think i will react the same way. =D
hmm. then wait for ah gong and cher buy their shoes we sitting there like beggars. =.="
lols.. then went to eat dinner @ the mall there. dont know what it is called. =xxx
hmm.. then home-d. =D

okayy. that's for last wednesday. it's been a week. ._."""
hmm.. then after exams got 6 days off. wed, thurs, fri, sat, sun, mon.
wed went shopping. then the rest of the days stayed at home play. ._."
hee. sat went grandma's house. then.. nothing much. ._."
friday i forget to go for dance. =X
er anyway. i forget what's my point. =.="
kk nvm forget it.
then tues go back school.. >=( jiu got dance. =x
now very slack leh.. dont know why..
=((( help~ hmm.. got back papers. sucky results lahhh. =(((
english - forget marks ler =x
chinese - paper 2 - 33.5/70 ._.""" failed. - paper 1 - 37/70? not sure. anyway it pulled up my chinese overall for SA2. so i passed chinese~ =x
e maths - only subject im proud of. - paper 1 - 72/79. - paper 2 - 82/100 =DDD
bio - 70/100. i have no idea why i gotten an A2. ._."
chem - 57/100 i think.. sucks. =(
physics!!! - 50 + 1/100. lolls. actually just pass zhun zhun 50 de. then got formula marks. =D so plus one. =x
a maths. - =.=" can faint. paper 1 - 59.5/80. - paper 2 - 55/100. =.=" stupid paper 2.
history. - 34/50. WHEE! im so happy. =x first time score good in writing essays. ._."
ss - =.=""""""""""" 27/50.... pull my comb humanities score down.. T.T not fair...
err.. ok i think no more subjects ler... =( i see chinese paper 2 almost cry sia!
=(((( sucky paper. =x

then.. yesterday.. we got to check our results slip..
and we found out that need parents to go get our HRC. =.="""
so mafan lah...
anyways. class position : 8/32.
level position : 33/203.
lucky first semester results pull up my score.
hohoho. =x ah gong they all want kill me ler. =/
anyway. I STILL WIN JW.
lols =x hmm.. then after school went to play badminton at nee soon south cc.
went to cher's house first.. then went to np buy lunch..
then walked to nee soon EAST cc (cher) thinking it's nee soon south cc.
lols.. then in the end found out it's in khatib... ._."""
walked back to mrt station and took mrt to khatib.
and went to play badminton~ home-d @5.30 i think.
=DDD hmm. that's all.

then today... mr tee never come school. mdm koh relieve our class.....
scolded us T.T say she was very disappointed in our physics results.. =(
yea i agree our physics results sucks big time for this exam. alot failures.. and i lucky just pass nia.....
=((((( i want tuition! for physics and a maths.. but i damn lazy.. how???? >.="
hmm.. then... history lesson sara very happy. so nothing to say to us. give us free period. =x
hee. now i like him already. =x
anyways~ after school volleyball-ed..
no mood to play ball at first.. then was about to go np eat de..
then jw they all ask us to lend ball.
so me and cher decided to stay~ see we so good. =x
ah gong went home. and we went to play. at first also no mood de.
but then after that got abit of mood ler. =x so just play.
thennnnnnnnnnnn. one after another, ppl come in.
lolls. rk help me and cher buy lunch. =xx
so he came back and we sat there eating our lunch and watching them play. =/
then talked awhile.. and it drizzled. so move back the bench which we use for our table. =x
and sat in the shelter and chat. jw, kh and rat ~~quarrelling~~ debating about being solo-ing in volleyball.
lols then i joined in the fun. =x
thennn. rain got smaller.. kh ask me go play with her.
stand behind i confirm 99% no ball to take one.
lollllls~ got also cannot take one. can take one in front ppl will snatch. ._.""
ahahaha~ nvm.
anyway. what im pissed off about is that they go play until my ball has a cut on it!
RAHHHHHHH! idiots morons baka!
know how to play anot? first is kicking. second is making holes in it.
now it's a cut. =.=" then next time going be what? split open ah?
no no no. never going to bring my ball to school ever again. never ever ever ever ever!
>=(((((( somemore make until my ball so dirty. RAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*on a rampage* jkjk. nevermind. what's done cannot be undone..
however it can be prevented from further damage. so.. no volleyball from me~
=DDDDDDDDD okay. then after that i go wash my ball and went home ler. =x
attitude-d jy. lolls. ps ah~ although he wont be reading. ._."

okay nothing to update ler... so ending here.
is this update long enough? =x

2007-10-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

hmm... today finished last paper.
so happy. =)
summarise :
english - easy but no hope.
chinese - moderate but also no hope.
e maths paper 2 - quite easy. but no confident =.="
bio... - hopeLESS.
ss - wrote crap. =/
a maths paper 1 - umm. wth is sin^2?
a maths paper 2 - MR TEE! your paper very easy. love you sia~~ =.="
history - craps. short factors. =.="
physics - err. confirm no hope one. =)
e maths paper 1 - only paper im happy to do. =))))
chemistry - zzzz... i dont like sciences. =.="

so by summarising. you will know how i do uh. =x
hmms.. 6 days of off-days. =) wish the lit students luck for tmr.
they still need go back school. =XXX
wahahaha. =)) we all suaning them in school sia. say we finished paper ler they still got paper. =x

okay anyways~ after school rat really tore his exam timetable. lolls.
then went to eat... and went back school play volleyball. damn hot sia weather.. =.="
then play till 2+ or 3+ we sit down rest see them play =x
hmm then went off at 4.
._." we went to playground to play. =x reminiscing the past.
last time after OLE 2 we ran to that playground and played the see-saw.
SO FUN LAH. more fun than volleyball. XPP

hmm.. then we played the see-saw.. lols my bum hurts =.="
then we sat there chat... and jump up the parellel bars to sit.
then ah gong attempted alot of times still cannot go up =xx
thennnn... after alot of attempts and encouragements. she got up. =x
haha then chat there until around 5+ then we went home. XPP
then... ya that's all. =PP okay nothing to post ler.
maybe tmr then post.. going shopping. =x i think. =D
tata~

2007-10-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

booo. in midst of exams... cant concentrate on studying.. T.T
will want to playy... ahhhhh!! help! =(((
english paper sucks =( i dont know how to write the summary..
ahhh..
blehhh.

i miss you. but what can i do? i cant say it out loud. it will affect us all..
i just wanna hear your voice.. see your smile.. i cant stand it anymore..
you left me hanging in mid-air. you said you like me. but is that all?
or maybe it was just a lie.. yea.. it's just a lie isnt it?

2007-09-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm!!!!!
okayy..
hmm... next week exams ler!
so sians. haven start revision.
actually dont want update one.
came on request from ganesh! =D
okay. today after school went to northpoint's mac to study.
hmm. participants : ying, ah gong, cher, rui kun.
=/ okay lame liao T.T
anyway. 3 reached mac. ate lunch and started on our work!
all did e maths. =.=" they say want study bio one.
in the end make me bring bio go and say want do e maths revision paper.
RAHHH! =X anyways. 2 hrs did only a few qns. =.=" lots of interruptions~ from cher. =xx
lols... eh... actually nothing much to post about...
oh ya.. i noticed that my pens' ink are running low.
so fast finished. =((
need go buy refills ler.

i miss volleyball! friday hope no raining.. i want badminton too. =)
uhmm. okayy. nothing more to post. GOOD LUCK FOR EOY EVERYONE! =x

2007-09-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

hmm. came to update again.
trying to make it a habit. =xx
anyway. we played badminton during pe today. =)))
ah gong ah. dont know how to hit shuttlecocks one. =xx jkjk. only she miss alot nia. =PPP
okay anyway. had weekly assembly today. talk about what is fasting for the malays.
hmm. didnt know buddhist fast too. =x
then they do the clap hands one. i dont know how to spell it.
then i listen until want fall asleep ler. =.="
then blah blah blah.. after school ms lee come talk to me..
then after that went to play volleyball.
=]]
we play play play. then play after quite a period of time...
OJ split his pants. the scene so funny. we heard the splitting sound.
then he shouted:"OH SHIT! not again!"
lols then he hurry up go sit down on the side with his leg closed.
his action so damn funny lah.
then dickson lend him his shorts. then he use the short to cover the front and a shirt to cover the back and ran to the toilet.
i was at there like. LOL? he run until so funny somemore. cant stop laughing. =x
=PP
then he came back eereena and cher was like, 'show me your pants!'
lols.. the split very nice. from the zip there all the way till the end. hole so big sia.
l9lllls. then they all sot sot also. halfway singing cheers from sec 1 and 2 camps.
lols. the campfire's burning now. and the ship titanic. lolllls. sing until and the ship went down. ganesh fell down.
=xx so zhun. wahaha. i so bad =(( hee.
then we play play play until 4.30.. eereena, ying and qian hui went home.
they still want play so i cannot go home T.T
then somemore i haven eat lunch. after ms lee's talk jiu immediately went to find them ler.
then my stomach grumbling there. =x
+ the laughter from before. caused my stomach to ache like hell.
lols.. then played until 5.30+ jiu end game and went home. =)
that's the last match we will play before exams.
i will not bring ball to school next week~
must make everyone go home study. although i wont, obviously. XPP

rahhh! that's all for today. got so many homework sia! monday hand in siaaaa.
all revision papers. teachers trying to kill us?? next week will have more... which means less time to play. more time for study...
but i confirm play de.. how!!! ><"

2007-09-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

boo. so sian..
nothing to blog about...
exams coming soon ler.. 1 oct. =((
ard one week time.
and i haven revise~ =)))
one day before the exam then revise.
so sian..... rahhhhh!
hmm.... just wish that exams would hurry and get over with it.
i dont understand physics.. anyone teach me??
my language also sucks.
so slack liao now...
confirm die.. =.="
rahhhhhh!!!!!! going mad ler..
save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=) im happy when talking to you. all worries are thrown away.
it's such a good feeling. but it wont be long right?

2007-09-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

Winter Sleep - Olivia Lufkin

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm lost in deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm lost in deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

2007-09-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

whee~
long time no post. =))
nobody cares anyway...
anyway. changed skin. ^^
hmm.. maybe after this will update recently ler.
who knows. who cares too. =x
ok end here ler.

2007-08-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

WOO HOO!
can audi again.
shhhh! =X
^^

hmm.
actually today mood not good de.
but got audi play ler moo jiu good liao =)
today after dance and after the discussion for teachers' day..
waited for ah gong.
but she one hour later then dismiss..

so walked around the whole school..
look here look there..
so bored and lonely. nobody accompany me =((
=X okay anyway.
i wont post about what happened during the days when i was unable to access blogger.
so..
that's all. =)

2007-07-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

yay!
finally can login to blogger. =)
changed my computer acc already that's why can login...
so stupid lah... limited account cannot access to some of the webbies.
oh ya. i also can audi ler =P
lvl 19 licence keep failing =.="
nevermind. try again =X
hmm... long time no post ler.. also forgot what i previously want to post what...
lemme see...
the monday after youth day was school holiday.
went amk hub shop.
lousy place. =X
so little place to eat de.
ah gong still say that place very good.
they sell mostly clothes there nia..
haiz. after that went to sun plaza de star factory.
played games there with cher. tokens games, ddr, and one game i dont know the name. =/
hee.
dont know what to update ler... >.="