Thursday, August 27, 2009

8:36:00 PM

Cold As You - Taylor Swift

You have a way of coming easily to me,
and when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight, 'cause I need to feel something
You do what you want, 'cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you would never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

You put up the walls and paint them all the shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story,
of a mess of a dreamer with the nerves to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So just walk away, no use defending words that you would never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

You never did give a damn thing, honey, but i cried, cried for you
And i know you would have told nobody if i died, died for you..
Died for you..

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day, oh~
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that i'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

just changed blog song. ^^
lyrics hand-typed by me! lol.
promos coming in like.. 4 weeks.
and i shall die. .__.
somebody teach me bio, chem and econs please.
dont know what im going to do if i failed to promote..
die die..
shall start mugging from next week.
or maybe after holidays. AHHH. i dont know.
anyway quite busy these few days..
busy with what? i also dont know.
i just know these few days very late go home.
.__. im like.. wasting my time.
also got the aadiperukku event.
i also dont know what im helping out for..
sigh! my life's pretty messed up now.
but i know there are others out there in a worse situation.
so i shall not complain! =)
alright. somewhat done with update.
=x shall go finish my dinner and bathe now.

seriously, i dont even know what im waiting for anymore.
this must end, and it shall end.
it's not guilt if there's no apologies and not even a word said.
so dont you crap and say you feel guilty.
this time i shall be serious, and strangers we shall be.

&the beauty.

7:41:00 PM

yeahhhh. finally come update alr.
got mood to update. =)
however.. blogger is showing me weird stuffs now.. =.=
now i cannot change fonts! =(
whatever i post updates first. any other stuffs can wait.

hmm.. these few days got alot of things to do..
but im still slacking =/
tmr got bio lecture test..
and and and.. need pass up econs graded assignment and bio file.
all i haven do.
somemore got chinese homework not done, when im the chinese rep =(

sighh.. why cant teachers just dont give homework?
so troublesome..
and today went study with aloysius at bpp mac.
then saw one group of super )!^#)^@)#$@)(@! malay peep.
feel like scolding them lah kns..
hais. yea then aloysius force me do TYS! =(
then rush me off cos he dying of boredom. lol.
yeahhh. then didnt get much studying done? =/
not like i expected much anyway.

uhh. this is a really short post cos i seriously cant see what im typing.
stupid blogger.
anyway. had been feeling quite down these few days.
but.. i'd thought things through alr~
like i always say, whatever will be, will be.
so.. im not going to be bothered anymore.
now i know that this was a mistake from the start.
and it was just an escape for you.
im not going to be upset,
not going to be angered,
not going to get bothered.
doesnt matter if you do read this or not.
what matters it that, it's your loss.

&the beauty.