Monday, May 11, 2009

12:03:00 AM

here to update. decided not to close blog.
it's a place for me to vent my frustrations right? =D
well.. this week.. somewhat uneventful but.. sad?
dont know the right word to describe.
just nothing goes well for me this week..
never really do much except for going school..
had science week, science exp exhibition on thurs.
boring for some.. and some quite funny.. =/
and went to a friend's house with alot of ppl at eunos yesterday.
or the day before since it's past 12 now.
stayed there till 5+ and went over to grandma house for dinner.
managed to complete maths homework only..
then when i went over to grandma's house they tell me no more food. =.="
okay lah whatever.. went home at about 8+.
uneventful right? =/
i dont think my blog updates are interesting anyway. =x

but feeling unsettled. why do humans change so fast?
things just dont stay as the way they are.
cant we stay as what we are instead of being so fickle-minded?
i said i dont care.. but i just cant do it.
i've tried. i tried so hard.
yet it has been in naught.
am i really just thinking too much?
i dont think so, it's you who've changed.
it is no longer the same. you didnt realise.
or should i say, you dont care.
nothing to say? you're not even trying.
if it's true why do you have things to chat with others?
or it's just that we dont have a common topic?
then what had we been doing for the past 3 months?
craps? rubbish? nonsense?
or at the very end im to blame?
for flaring up, getting pissed at every small things, being irritating?
yeahh, whatever caused you to change, it's still my fault in the end.
i will accept the fate i guess.
whatever will be, will be. im not going to try anymore.
you want to talk, then talk. if not, i dont care. not anymore.
it's for real this time. but i guess it doesnt matters to you.
since i'd become a nobody to you already..
i guess i really am just a weird girl.

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