Tuesday, September 15, 2009

10:26:00 PM

hmm.. well.. today's the day when i technically turns 17.
♥ 15.09 :D
honestly didnt feel any different this year.
usually for the previous years i will feel excited? or anticipating.
but today felt like any other normal day.
nevertheless, people's wishes made it felt a little bit more like birthday. ^^
hmm.. then the class surprised me by singing birthday song =)
so touched. XP then lost for words dont know what to say.
hmm.. so saying my thanks here! ^^

okay. first of all,
thank you, 09S03 ♥ !
for the birthday song after the tiring skipping.
thank you, all the people who wished me.
you should know who you are. :D
thank you, aloysius, for the movie treat and the 'sucky' salty popcorn. ^^
thank you, jo, zihui, eunice, ruth, yingsiew, for the cool headphone
(and your sweet msges ♥ ). =)
thank you, ruth, for your ORANGE. lol.
thank you, rq, for the.. err.. bear? lol. and your lovely card. ;D
thank you, to my elder sisters, dad, and grandma, for the angbaos. ♥ :D

hmm.. i think that's all? =/ hoho. okay..
now.. off to do econs.
or maybe slack. =X heh.
promos coming and i feel im going to fail! D:
jiayou ck!

and yet i was hoping you would wish me happy birthday too.

&the beauty.

8:36:00 PM

Cold As You - Taylor Swift

You have a way of coming easily to me,
and when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight, 'cause I need to feel something
You do what you want, 'cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you would never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

You put up the walls and paint them all the shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story,
of a mess of a dreamer with the nerves to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So just walk away, no use defending words that you would never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

You never did give a damn thing, honey, but i cried, cried for you
And i know you would have told nobody if i died, died for you..
Died for you..

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day, oh~
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that i'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you..

just changed blog song. ^^
lyrics hand-typed by me! lol.
promos coming in like.. 4 weeks.
and i shall die. .__.
somebody teach me bio, chem and econs please.
dont know what im going to do if i failed to promote..
die die..
shall start mugging from next week.
or maybe after holidays. AHHH. i dont know.
anyway quite busy these few days..
busy with what? i also dont know.
i just know these few days very late go home.
.__. im like.. wasting my time.
also got the aadiperukku event.
i also dont know what im helping out for..
sigh! my life's pretty messed up now.
but i know there are others out there in a worse situation.
so i shall not complain! =)
alright. somewhat done with update.
=x shall go finish my dinner and bathe now.

seriously, i dont even know what im waiting for anymore.
this must end, and it shall end.
it's not guilt if there's no apologies and not even a word said.
so dont you crap and say you feel guilty.
this time i shall be serious, and strangers we shall be.

&the beauty.

7:41:00 PM

yeahhhh. finally come update alr.
got mood to update. =)
however.. blogger is showing me weird stuffs now.. =.=
now i cannot change fonts! =(
whatever i post updates first. any other stuffs can wait.

hmm.. these few days got alot of things to do..
but im still slacking =/
tmr got bio lecture test..
and and and.. need pass up econs graded assignment and bio file.
all i haven do.
somemore got chinese homework not done, when im the chinese rep =(

sighh.. why cant teachers just dont give homework?
so troublesome..
and today went study with aloysius at bpp mac.
then saw one group of super )!^#)^@)#$@)(@! malay peep.
feel like scolding them lah kns..
hais. yea then aloysius force me do TYS! =(
then rush me off cos he dying of boredom. lol.
yeahhh. then didnt get much studying done? =/
not like i expected much anyway.

uhh. this is a really short post cos i seriously cant see what im typing.
stupid blogger.
anyway. had been feeling quite down these few days.
but.. i'd thought things through alr~
like i always say, whatever will be, will be.
so.. im not going to be bothered anymore.
now i know that this was a mistake from the start.
and it was just an escape for you.
im not going to be upset,
not going to be angered,
not going to get bothered.
doesnt matter if you do read this or not.
what matters it that, it's your loss.

&the beauty.

10:51:00 PM

hah.. long time no update alr..
alot alot alot of things happened..
keep procrastinating. that's why no update. =)
well another reason is somebody asked me update for quite long alr.. so ya. =/

hmm.. this week and next week will be hectic bah..
alot of deadlines to meet, and im still slacking.
there's written report to be submitted by tmr..
compilations etc have to be done..
and i like didnt play a part in the part im supposed to do with jo..
seriously didnt know how to do..
tmr going discuss with group further bah.
then.. got noticed that we got a space in for PW day, next wednesday..
so there will be alot of things to do and plan..
and we have to hand up EoM final draft on thurs, the day after PW day.. wth lah.
pw surveys have to compile by next tues.. i think.
interviews not done.. alot not done..
and have to do 2 econs essay outlines.. one to be passed up on friday.
tmr having APGP quiz.. didnt study.. summation tutorial not done.
gp also got graded compre worksheet..
my chinese file not compiled properly too..
haven been trying out tutorials (chem & bio) either..
not that i have been doing them previously.. but ya. =D
bio articles have to do 2 more.. but not so rush, handing up on week 9 and it's only like week 5.
i also dont know got what alr lah..
thought my memory getting better.
but today keep forgetting things.
and i think those things are quite important things. or maybe not..

anyway.. tmr got pe..
not sure doing handball session anot..
if yes, i will die.
i haven memorize the rules for handball. how. .__."
andddd. im feeling the stress.. yet im still slacking. =(
how.. sat having ptm.. then i think got teacher want see my parents..
shit lah.. then they confirm ban me from using comp.
then i will die of boredom at home.
dont know what to update alr lah!
not like anybody reads them.
hais. i go read the rules alr lah..
update next time.

i hate liars and you're one.
ass, jerk, bastard. is toying me fun?

i miss aiss..
miss the teachers..
miss the people..
miss the environment.

i dont know whether to laugh or cry now.

&the beauty.

12:48:00 AM

heh heh heh. long time no update alr. XP
here to update because SOMEBODY asked me to. =/
uhh.. the third week of holidays ending alr and i still haven study.
still at my first set of notes of bio. =.=
bio mye confirm fail again lah..
i just hope school will be suspended due to H1N1 cases. =x

well anyway. went out with the girls last sunday.
watched drag me to hell. much to my reluctance.
so.. basically i was just covering my whole face with the cap i just happened to be wearing on that day throughout the whole movie.
=x it's not really scary but... i just dont like surprises. ^^
then after that dinner at mos burger.
took a few pictures. maybe uploading them when i got them from ah gong bah.

then.. monday. i forgot what i do. lol.
i think i stayed at home.
totally no recollection of what happened on monday. .__.
anyways. tuesday 09s03 class outing.
went sentosa.. i was late =x
hehh. slacked there, sit down stare into space, played abit of volleyball.
initial plan was to play volleyball.
but no net.. then quite boring lol. =x
then left there and went vivo watch land of the lost.
vivo cinema no student price =.=
ya anyway. the show is funny. =D
after that walked ard and went home at 7+.

wed went study with zi hui. didnt study much lah omg..
went there from 10+ to 6 or 7?
didnt even finish one set of notes. sigh.
need to pia alr.
i also haven finish homework. omg.
thursday slept in till afternoon. =x
then woke up and meet cher at 4+ to pass her things and post out things..
after that accompany her cut her hair..
end up i feel like trimming hair and i cut my hair there too..
cut bangs again and now my hair is like.. ugh.
now i look like china doll. irritating.
all because my mum asked me to cut bangs!
sighh. now i want my hair faster grow back...

anyway friday went study again.
but totally not productive at all.
copied a few lines of the notes only and went to eat lunch.
then lunched for 2hrs =.=
went back saw our bags packed nicely placed against the table by the librarian.
irritating lah.. x.x"
then went walk around causeway point and slacked at mac.
i bought choco cone from mac and alot accidents happened =.=
aloysius got too bored and he went home.
left me and zi hui walking around pasar malam.
and then i send her home. =x
then.. walked over to my grandma house to meet up with my sis.
after awhile went yishun swimming complex to see her swim. lol.
then.. went dinner with her bf and her and home~

and today.. or should i say yesterday.
stayed at home for the whole day and totally waste it. .__.
arghhhhhh. not a piece of homework done.
very irritating. x.x
WHY MOE HAVEN EXTEND HOLIDAYS.
so many H1N1 cases alr..
faster faster suspend school! GAHHH!
there i updated my blog alr.

&the beauty.